- "I lost my pick at the last part", -

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first..thank you for reading this story! this is my first fanfic ever and i'm kinda nervous because i don't know how people react to this, so yeah haha.
thanks for reading tho and leave a comment if you liked it! thanks :))

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Even though I was more concentrated on what Lucy was doing with Mr. Downey, I played the guitar like a boss. Well, I learned it when I was 14 so it was no problem for me. The fact that Lucy was just there to be with Mr. Downey made me want to vomit in her face. Who does she think she is?

"Nice, greene. Lucy, it's your turn now", Mr. Downey smiled, already fading as he looked in my direction. I sighed quietly, feeling sad that he was acting like this right now. I didn't want to be just a girl you could fuck and then send back.

Although we didn't get to this, I still felt used. Emotionally.

I made my way to Matty who was sitting on the desk, drumming to an unknown song. "Hey", he smiled at me, giving me a small wink and drumming back again.

Well, he had a nice smile but it wasn't the same as Mr. Downey. I smiled back, thinking that I should forget him now.

Suddenly something small and hard hit my face, making me squeal because it came out of nowhere. I looked to Lucy who held her guitar the wrong way, smirking at me. Matty poked my shoulders and pointed at the floor, where the guitar pick layed.  Seriously? That's something a small Child would do, lucy.

"Oh, sorry. I lost my pick at the last part", I heard Mr. Downey chuckling, making my head turn to him. You know this moment where you just can't control your feelings and you want to let it all out? Well, that's what happened. I sprinted out the classroom, letting my tears fall down like a waterfall. What the hell is his problem? Why was he doing this to me?

My back slid down the wall. I felt useless and used, everything in me hurted.

Suddenly the door opened and an worried Matty came out, holding his arms out. "Oh my gosh? Are you ok?! Did the pick hit you hard?!", my tears were falling down so much, I think my lap was so wet you could shower with it.

Everything came crashing down in my body right now, making me sob uncontrollable. I hated Mr. Downey for what he was doing to me. God fucking dickhead.

Matty kneeled down, pulling me into a hug and making me sob harder. "whatever happened, I'm there to listen", I half-smiled, wiping my salty tears away.

"It's just...my own sister is acting so strange towards me...she hates me for nothing and I-", Mattys lips crashed onto mine but I didn't felt the sparks that was when Mr. Downey kissed me. Don't get me wrong, Mattys lips were warm and soft, but they weren't like...his lips.

I heard the door open and pulled away, only to see Mr. Downey standing there with a hurted expression on his face, his hands rolling into fists. "Get back in class now, matty.", He said in a deeper voice than usual. I'm really sure I wasn't crying anymore, just praying that he wouldn't yelled at me.

Matty bit his lip and smiled at me again, making my heart melt a little. He closed the door after him and left me and Mr. Downey alone in the hallway. I got up from the floor and wiped the dirt off my clothes.

"I see you're having a nice time with matty, zoey", I nodded, trying to avoid the conversation.

I wanted to go in when his hands grabbed mine, pulling me after him. He went into a empty room, closing the door after him. I backed away, not knowing how to react to this, I really didn't like this at all.

I knew he mostly had his five minutes, but what the hell is that? He's mostly calm and knows how to act when it gets serious but this..this showed me a new side from him. A side that scared me.

He grabbed me and pulled me onto a table, his hands on my thighs and his face only milimetres away from mine. "I can show you better though", and with those words his warm lips met mine and my sparks went off, only making me gap my mouth more and more, allowing his tongue to explore my mouth.

He pulled away, this time smirking. "See? We can make this better if you say yes",

I don't know what was going, I don't know what the hell slammed into me but the fact that I kissed two guys on one day made me ill.

So I passed out, just because I can.

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