It's finally 5pm, Gramps was yelling a lot just now but I don't mind that now, all I need to think about is to just keep trying my best. I was resting at my bed when suddenly I hear a familiar voice. I think it was Claire.
Just as I was thinking that the voice might belong to Claire, the door opens and yup, it was Claire.
"Oh uh sorry wrong room I thought this was where Ann was going"
"Ann is in the next room"
"Okay than-"
"Wait"
I walk towards her, I need to apologize for screaming at her just now.
"Can....can I talk to you?"
"Sure! What is it?"
"I'm sorry for screaming at you just now, I really am. I was just so frustrated at that time"
"It's okay"
"Ah....thanks, I'm not really good with new people....but, I feel comfortable talking to you....oh hey! You ship mine items don't you? Because of my work, I'm into ores and gemstones, I want to practice making something besides what my gramps tells me to. You know I have much to learn"
"You're great!"
"Haha I'm not, I have a long way to go before I surpass my gramps. When I get better, I'll make you something. That's a promise! But don't get too excited okay? I'll try harder"
"Okay, see you later Gray"
After she exit the room I went to bed again, I lift my pillow and see the sharp pocket knife under it. I feel better now so I won't cut myself for today. I decided to ignore the pocket knife and went to bed.
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It's dark here....it's cold....all I could hear is the insult my Dad said to me....
"SHUT UP BRAT!"
Shut up
"YOU'RE NOT MY SON!"
Shut up
"YOU'RE A MISTAKE!"
Shut up
"YOU SHOULD'VE NEVER BEEN BORN YOU BURDEN!"
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"SHUT UP ASSHOLE!" When I open my eyes, I realize that it was only a dream.
"Gray? Are you okay?"
"A-ah sorry Cliff d-did I wake you up?"
"Yeah, but that's ok. Are you okay though??? You're panting and sweating right now"
"Y-yeah I'm fine, it was only a nightmare"
"Another one about your Dad?"
"Yeah, it's nothing go back to sleep Cliff it's still 2 am"
"Okay night"
And with that both of us went back to sleep. If I don't sleep now I might oversleep and gramps is gonna kill me.
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FanfictionGray, a soon to be blacksmith trained under his grandfather Saibara has been living a rather stressful and depressed life, his life turned to be great when he met his girlfriend Claire but will it stay that way?
