"Its Kim SeokJin."
"What?" She asked looking up while squeezing the life out of my hand but i didnt mind i found it comforting.
"Yeah believe it or not he didnt buy me so i can be his sex slave. He bought me so i can have another chance at life. He gave me my own room. Took care of me. Educated me. And did so many things for me that i have no way to say thank you to him. I still dont know why he picked me out of all those boys, but to be honest im glad that it was me. I stayed with him till i was 18 than i left on my own. But i never left permanently. He was the one who payed for college. He was the one who got me this apartment when i first came here. So he has been the older brother that i never had. Just like you, i still have the scars. Both physically and mentally."I then proceeded to take my shirt off to show her my scarred chest. Her scars were on her back but mine were on my chest. They actually looked alike. The scars i mean. I realized tears were pooling in my eyes. This was the first time i have actually told anyone what had happened to me. She reached out a hand to grab my face. I looked up and saw that she also had tears in her eyes. She was crying for me. For the 8 year old boy that had to live that painful life. She pushed my face into the crook of her neck and held me there. She tangled her hand in my hair and caressed it while mumbling, "shh its okay its over now."
I was pretty sure my neighbors thought that we were a sight to behold. Both crying in eachother's arms but i didnt care. Not at the moment i didnt. I finally found someone who was like me. Someone who understood the pain i had been through. Someone who understood the betrayal that stung deep in my heart.
So we stayed like that for a while.
"Ive never told anyone what happened you know." I said."I know and me neither this is the first time i've told the story out loud."
"So i guess we're more alike than Namjoon first thought huh."
She laughed and said, "yeah even our stories are kinda similar."
"Have you ever tried locating him?" I asked.
"What do you mean?"
"Your..father."
"Oh him.. No i havent tried and i dont want to find him anyway. He left me all those years ago to fend off for myself. If he had stayed nothing would have happened." She said in a slightly bitter and sad voice.
"Yeah but then i wouldnt have met you." I said while looking intently into her big beautiful hazel eyes.
They drew me in like crazy.
She started blushing and looked away. Then she changed the subject.
"You know i dont care what happened in the past. It made us the people we are today. Me and you we could've easily became criminals and wanting revenge on the people who did those things to us. But we grew up to be good people. We grew up wanting to help kids and adults from having what happened to us, happen to them. Thats what matters. I dont care about your past Jungkook. It doesnt define who you are as a person today. Your actions are what i care about. The person you chose to be today is who i care about. And i accept you. All of you. With your scars and imperfections."Her words warmed my frozen heart. I have never been a person who can easily show affection with words. So i only brushed her tears away with the pads of my thumbs lightly and kissed her forehead. She saw the time and saw that it was getting pretty late so she said, "i have to go now."
I walked her to the door, opened it and leaned against it.
"Goodnight y/n and if you have any trouble with your nightmares please don't hesitate to call me any time i dont care okay?"
She looked up and smiled lightly. Then she hugged me and said, "thanks and goodnight to you too."
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The Secrecy of Vision | [Jeon Jungkook FF] (Completed)✔️
Fanfiction"We've all had some bad times to deal with. Some people worse than others. But it's how we act after those bad times is what makes us the people we are today." Y/n said in a sad voice. Y/n is a police officer with a dark past. Jungkook is also a pol...