13. It's You

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I don't even know how she's doing but I'm sure she'll be okay. I'm sure cause she's a fighter. I never got to see her after that one night accident. Of course, the comeback continued. We reached over millions of viewers and fans at our concert, along with that, at some phase in my life Haneul was disappearing from me. The visual of her was slowly disappearing and I wasn't myself no more. I begin to see things differently and I just wasn't happy. I tried couple of times going out to visit Haneul but it didn't work as I thought. I remember changing the way how I look, I wore a long black dress and pretended I was Haneul's aunt, what love can do. I also put on a wig, lord was I tall. After so many times trying, she was already moved out and to a different hospital. They didn't say so or do anything. And so, I finally stopped at some point of my life.

We were getting new rookies for our entertainment. We get every new rookies every two years. We select the rookies that we will be teaching to. And if the rookies that you choose get picked at the end of the showcase, she or he will be a star. The rookies will be coming in one week and everything was exciting. The week came along quick and fast, everything was a blur. This was just the beginning of their music career and they seemed confident. We started off with different groups, I guess it was equal amount. Everybody started picking their rookies while I was the last one. These two girls came in with an unusual mask on. They were in position and ready.

Girl number One :
"Hello, our group is called Heaven. We do a mixture of singing and dancing. We usually don't wear masks but our concept today is just singing today, we wore the mask today is because we want you to have a different impression of us after we sing and our song we're singing is..."

Girl number Two :
"Ah. Ah. Goose's dream."

Chanyeol
Her voiced seemed so familiar that it sounded like Haneul, but the other voiced seemed like the lyrics she spoke carried her heart.... I told them to take their mask off and introduce themselves, I said to them foolishly and excited.

Hymi
*Took the mask off* "Hello, my name is Kang Hymi." I look at Haneul.

Haneul
*Took mask off* "Hello, my name is Kim Haneul." All of sudden he looked surprised. He was looking at me.

Chanyeol
Everything was silent. After all the years I doubt myself that you're not here, but you're in front of me. My body wasn't still, I couldn't believe it. I stood up then sat right back down nervously. I told them with confidence, "I'm in. Welcome to SMtown!!!" They both cheered with success as I just brightly smiled at Haneul like a crazy fool. She was beautiful, still beautiful.

Hymi
Wow, I didn't think we'll get chosen but it was fate. Haneul and I been friends for two years and everything else was perfectly fine. I asked Haneul, "Why did you think we got in?" Haneul replied, "I don't know. But practice everyday, huh." I laugh, "You already know... What do you think about our coach?" Haneul replied, "I don't know." I answered Haneul, "Do you think it's okay.... To like your coach or have something?" Haneul shrugged, "First, no... Second, we're going to be stars. Not no dating crap. Alright?" I nodded, we'll be the best.

Haneul
While I dropped off Hymi I went and visit my Dad like usual. I told my Dad that I wouldn't be visiting him very often because I got in to SMtown and he shouldn't worried much of my future and take care of himself. My Dad got to an car accident which he's been in coma since when I woke up from the hospital. His wife left him after she heard the news of him and took advantage and left. I named our group Heaven because we were meant to be like angles who was sent from heaven to change the world. I was waiting for Hymi. She took a life time just to find her lucky bracelet. It was raining hard and the sky wasn't all that pretty today. The sound of the raindrop drops thumb softly on top of the umbrella. It smelled like the rainforest, weird but I like it. Sometimes when it rains, I think that the heaven is crying or the heavens is fighting. Hymi was done, she got out and open her umbrella and we walked to our very first practice. SM entertainment building were huge and tall. We saw different people of gender coming in and out. Our practice room is at the highest top of the building. Everything inside was very clean and organized, I felt... Rich? Hymi and I took the elevator of course, who wouldn't. I mean, sure, I'll take the stairs but our room at the top floor of the balcony! Maybe I'm over exaggerating it, yeah.

"We're here." Hymi said out loud. Hymi knocked on the door while I stand behind her nervously. Chanyeol opened the door, the dance studio was connected to a small room where you recorded yourself. He welcome us in, but he looked at me differently. Chanyeol then told us the drill what we're going to do and stuff. He was a little shaky, but he got this. We started off by getting to know each other, name, status, and what/want to improve. "Hello, my name is Park Chanyeol. I'm from the group called EXO, rapper. And today and on I'm going to be your coach and make you a star." Hymi and I both applause, Hymi started off, "Hi. My name is Kang Hymi. I am the main vocalist of our group haha. I want to be a good vocalist and dancer." Lies, we're both were, my turn. "Hello, my name is Kim Haneul... I want to improve on is... Being the best of me?" Wow, that was embarrassing. I was out of words! Hymi just looked at me like I was stupid, while Chanyeol smile through it all with a one clap applause.
First day of practice was okay, I mean, not the part that I said "being the best of me." I seriously needed to see myself like that though, yeah. Hymi and I would always walk home together everyday, she usually gets off before me but it doesn't bother me as much if I do it to her.
Second day, it was vocal check. I really sucked at vocal check because Im scared of the high notes. Chanyeol was playing the piano warming us up. Hymi was all pumped and ready while I'm here sick to my stomach. Hymi reached to a high E while I only reached to a high C. He was telling me how to breath while Hymi just looked at him like she knew how to do it. Chanyeol stood up and came behind me and I took a step forward just nodded saying, "Yes... I got it." He looked like he lost hope.

Chanyeol
Does she remember one thing about me? I know your name, what you like to do, what you did... Can't you remember a little of me?

Hymi
"Ya... Wasn't that weird how Chanyeol did that to you?" I wanted to know. Haneul replied, "It was weird..." Haneul was talking very quietly like she didn't want him to hear, like what is there to hide. She was a weird child.

Haneul
It was raining and cold. Hymi left... And so... I started to walk home like usual. I live in a small apartment. A $150 apartment. Its not the best, but it's all I got. My dad left me with all of his money after that incident. I'm so scared of using them unless it's paying the bills but other than that... I want to see my dad again up on his feet. Usually I get home around 30 minutes... Well let me make that 35 minutes. Because I get home pretty late, my hips would always hurt. But not today. A car slowly parked aside from me, it was Chanyeol. He roll down his window and took off his sun glasses and spoke. "Where are you going?" I told him, "Home." He peeked out of the window, "How far? I can drop you off?" Things just got weirder. "It's fine. The bus is just close to the corner." I wave goodbye. I walked a little further and the car step a little. Suddenly I ran. I just... Ran. Of course the car was behind me but choose to end a different route... So, I just walked like usual.

Chanyeol
I followed her home... She was struggling while she was walking, like she was more of limping. I wanted to carry her and just end tonight but not yet. I just watched her enter her house like when I let her go during that night.

Haneul
I came to practice looking like crap and extra 10 minutes late! Chanyeol eyes just followed me as I out my bag down. Hymi also tagged along. I apologized and sat down. "Don't be late again." I nodded my head and just look at Chanyeol as he talked about our audition for round two. He started to look like someone.... "Haneul. What song were you thinking?" Chanyeol asked. I looked at Hymi... "Uhhh... Make You Mine by Kim Feel..." Hymi rolled her eyes, she knows I'm a huge fan of him. Hymi respond, "let's do Miracles In December by EXO?? Right?" Chanyeol nodded but respond that he wanted to try Make You Mine. I felt kinda happy because that was my song we're trying. Chanyeol played the instrumental and boy it was pretty... Hymi started pretty late and was told to be ready while I was just loving the song. Hymi isn't the person who tries... She just try then stop which she was ruining the song. Like come on.

Hymi
Haneul knows that I can't sing those kind of songs. It strained my voice. Oh my gosh.

Haneul
We ended pretty early because Hymi didn't try shit. So I walked home again. I hope we stay with that song because it have a beautiful chorus and meaning. Once again, I saw him waiting. He rolled down his window and asked me. "Get in or you won't be in no more." Is he serious? I told him, it's okay and walked off. He got out of the car and carry me. Like he actually carried me to his car!! My eyes were like about to explode. He drop me on the seat and ran to the drivers seat and started the engine. I looked at him like he was crazy. "Where are you taking me and what are you doing?" It was quiet... "I'm taking you home." He said.

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