It's OK Not to Be OK

Do You Even Care?

You said you'd always be there,

So where are you now?

Where are when I'm all alone

And the feelings claw their way into my mind,

When the thoughts are screaming,

Echoing through my head,

You said I could talk to you,

So why aren't you listening?

Would you even miss me?

Can you even hear my cries for help?

Do you even care?

Did you ever care?

No.

No, I don't think so.

I know now that I shouldn't believe you,

I know better than to let you hurt me again,

I guess I'm the stupid one,

Because you hurt me once,

And yet I let you hurt me again.

Author's Note: this is dedicated to someone who I used to trust. Someone who I used to go to when everything was falling apart. This person hurt me too many times though, so maybe I'm the stupid one. I put myself in a position to be hurt again. I should've learned my lesson the first time.