DISGUISE AS A NERD: Captain Akri Vezalus (Slow UPDATE)

Trece

Dedicated to: flaky178

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Chapter 13

Plan

"Students eyes on the projector!... so, as I was saying- Philosophical Reflection is the most important thing in doing philosophy. According to Gabriel Marcel, the french philosopher who studies difficulties of modern technologies, Philosophical reflection is the act of giving time to think about the meaning and purpose of life. That's why a while ago I ask each one of you to give me your ideas about life because... " blah blah blah whatever this ugly goat said. C'mon do I really need to attend her boring class? Like I'm gonna stay here for long!?  Tch.

I eyed Rye who's seating infront of mine and really? She's seriously listening  and taking down notes of some fucking important details about this boring topic. I pay more attention if it is all about guns, illegal transaction and everything about dangerous things but this? Philosophy? A shit? It only makes my whole system fucking sleep. Ang daming echos. You must know how to construct statements and throw argument from their statements blah blah. -_-

Humalukipkip ako at humilig sa backrest ng upuan. This is not the chair anymore near the window. I gave way to that Serventte even if it is against my will. I must do it, I needed to do it. Speaking of that demon, tatlong araw na akong nakabalik sa 'pag-aaral' (disgusting word) but I can't find him also his dogs. Even Rye didn't know what they are up to.

Rye

When I woke up I felt so strange especially with that freaking dream I had. I thought it was real. The pain, setting, and actions, felt so real but turns out it wasn't. Pero hindi ko mababaliwala iyon, I have this big feeling that those flirty kids are somehow or somewhat connected to me, to my past. Perhaps my relatives or maybe it was really... Me? I don't know. Why is it supposed to be blurred ha? God, it's stressing me out.

I can't blame Rye why she looked so confused on my actions in that moment, clearly, because it wasn't the Akashira Vezalus she know, everyone's know. Mukha akong tanga sa harapan niya.

"Primary Reflection is fragment and compartmentalized thinking. Anyone who have deeper explaination about primary reflection?... Yes. Ms. Sambilad."

Should I believe what Rye told me that, that 'Damon Serventte' was the one who help me when I lost my consciousness? Siya lang din naman ang tao doon kaya mukha siya pero malay ko ba kong inutos lang niya sa isa sa mga aso niya diba? But knowing Rye she will never lied to me or else I will cut her freaking tongue and she knows that. Maybe yes, Damon Gicere freaking Serventte have that so called 'goodness' (ughhh I want to vomit about that word).

"Primary Reflection is selfish or negative thinking maam. For example, there is this boy ipagpalagay natin na si ahh Taik iyun, he will courted ahmm... sabihin nating si Monaliza because once they will be in a relationship he will benefit out of it. We all know that Monaliza is a smart girl right? If Taik will have her, she can help him in his failing subjects. That's primary reflection, selfish." teasing cheers explode in the air. God I want to get out.

"Class quite!... Very good Ms. Sambilad you have 20 points in oral participation." _-_

"Yes" -_-

"Shana oil may points" -_-

"I'm so naiinggit. Sana all matalino."-_-

Another, about that ugly, bitch, 'fake' queen. Anger boiled within me just thinking about that freaking woman. Nangangati ang mga kamay kong ilampaso ang nakakainis niyang pagmumukha sa semento at pakainin ang bunganga niya ng bala ng baril ko. Fuck her and her companions. Ginalusan pa ang pagmumukha ko, pinuruhan pa ang braso ko at mga putangina, nawalan pa talaga ako ng malay!