All of you (JM)

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*Jason is not a criminal here*

*Maria P.O.V*

I walked into my house after such a long busy day of work. The door was unlocked, which meant that Jason is in there.

I sighed, he'd be disappointed cuz I'm in no mood to hook up right now.

It all became about 6 months ago when I met him at a party, we were both so drunk and we hooked up. Since then he's always somehow found his way back to me and we hook up. It's a casual thing.

I'm fully aware of why kind of person he is. He doesn't want a relationship, only the benefits of it. And I, got out of a nasty relationship a year back which messed me up completely, and I wasn't ready for anything serious either.

But I recently started to feel that need for him. I wanted to see him laying on my bed the next day, I want to spend time with him where we weren't hooking up, I wanted to fall asleep in his arms and get to know the feeling of being his.

Then I realized it, I was falling for him, so I started to push him away, cuz I knew that's not what he wants. He tells me he loves me in bed but that's just cuz he loves to do it with me.

It scared me, why on earth did I have to fall for a badboy?  I should know better than that.

I opened the door slowly, looking around to see if Jason was there, but the living room was empty. I took off my jacket and threw it into the couch making my way to the kitchen.

Suddenly someone grabbed me from behind and I gasped loudly. I felt that familiar husky voice whisper into my hear

"Relax baby, it's just me"

I turned around to see his gorgeous self, grinning at me. It's so fucking beautiful I could not help but smile as well.

"Christ Jason, you scared me" I said nudging his arm and he immediately pulled me in and wrapped his arms around my waist tightly, his lips inches away from mine.

"I missed you baby" he said kissing my neck making me weak in my knees.

"Jason" I managed to breathe out, although I'm pretty sure I moaned it out cuz he groaned.

Why in God's name does he have to sound so sexy when he groans?

He raised my chin and kissed me passionately. There was something about that kiss that was different, it felt like he has been aching for me, and only me. I must be delusional.

I glided my hands through his silky hair and tucked on it, making him moan again. I smiled into the kiss and pulled away to look at him.

He looked into my eyes, there was so much passion in them, so much agony, so much desire, so much love and that I have never seen before.

I moved away, something pulled me back, the fear, of my guesses being wrong.

He narrowed his eyes and looked at me.

"Is everything okay?" He asked

"Yeah, I'm just tired. It was a long day" I said without looking at him.

He closed the space between us making me look at him. He suddenly picked me up, bridal style and walked into my room.

"Jason what are you doing?"

"Taking you to bed" he said making me frown.

"Jason, I don't want to hook up today, I'm too tired" I said making him chuckle.

"We aren't going to baby. We are gonna have a nice hot bath" he said taking me to the bathroom. He put me down.

"Get some wine, I'll arrange the tub" he said.

I didn't know what he plan was but I could sure use a hot bath so I did as he asked. Taking off my clothes I wore a robe and got some champagne for him, and some non alcoholic sparking wine for me.

I entered the bathroom to see Jason in the bathtub covered in bubbles, with a few candles lit around. It looked so romanticI was in awe.

Jason chuckled.

" how on earth did you do this so fast?" I asked, as he chuckled again.

"Skills babe. Now come on in" he said gesturing the bathtub.

I hesitated a little, he's being so nice it's a little scary. Of course, he's always been nice to me despite what everyone says about him but this is over the top.

I took off my robe and sat on the bathtub, laying my back on Jason's chest and sighed relaxing.

Jason kissed my temple and started massaging my shoulders. I sighed again enjoying it. This is exactly what i needed.

"Feel better?" He asked and I nodded.

I turned around and kissed him.

"Thank you" I said smiling, "I needed this"

"My pleasure baby" he said and kissed me again.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked as he was massaging my head.

"Yeah?"

I hesitated cuz I didn't want to sound rude. But better asking it now than never.

"Why are you being so nice with me?" I asked an he laughed.

"I thought we were just a casual thing but now it feels like it's more than that" I spoke honestly

I watched Jason but he didn't react, he wasn't suprised, he knew. He smiled at me as if he was happy that i was aware.

"Is that okay?" He asked stroking my cheek making me blush like a little high school girl. But I was still hesitant. Of course I love him I was so afraid of getting hurt again.

"Babygirl look at me" he said so gently I loved it.

I turned to him. Our bare bodies were on each other and it wasn't really a lustful feeling. It was more.

"I know we were supposed to be casual. But Damn M, I fell for you so hard. I didn't want to but I couldn't help it. You are so beautiful and so kind, there is honestly no one like you. I know I don't have the greatest reputation and people love to twist and turn but the truth is, I was hurt by someone just like you which made me the person I was. And now, you brought me back, you made me feel whole again."

I stared at him shocked. That was the first time  he opened up to me, especially about his past relationship, I had no idea.

I reached out and cupped his face as he spoke.

"I know we don't really have any moments outside bed but I promise you babe, I will take care of you. I want all of you babe. Not just you in bed, I want everything with you" he said kissing my hand.

"You love me?" I asked like a little girl.
He chuckled and kissed my cheek.

"More than anything baby" he said grinning.

"I love you too Jason" I said smiling as he leaned into kiss me.

I smiled into the kiss and he placed kisses all over my face. I giggled.

This is what I wanted all this time.

And I finally got it.

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