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Hyukie💘

They didn't make me let go of you completely,

I begged them

They eventually did say that I could send you messages once a week

They aren't trying to hurt me I know

They only want what's best for me

It isn't healthy is it

Even if you are reading this why would you want to?

You left

You probably had a reason to leave...

That reason was probably something we did

I mean maybe it was just me?

I'm not sure but

I'm not mad at you

I'm disappointed in myself for what happened after you left

In the year that I didn't message you

I was heartbroken

I distanced myself from the rest of them

They didn't quite get over you leaving

But they went back to work

Of course, there was an emptiness in our apartment

But everything went on

Well everything but me

I missed most of my guitar lessons that year

I couldn't keep going without you

And it wasn't until the other boys saw me packing my bags and asked me what was going on

I was going to go back home

I don't know if my family would've let me back

The others convinced me to sit down and talk to them

I broke down to them

We all cried that day

I ended up staying

The next night was the first night I sent you a message.

Sent 12:03 AM

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