HEELLIW CHEELDEREN. Okay I'm sorry for that. Needed to get it out of my system. Lol. Before getting to my usual A/N I want to warn you: For those of you guys who have General Anxiety Disorder, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS. This is me getting my emotions and fears out. Anywho, I've had a panic attack a few days ago, and I've been trying to get rid of it. This is literally my cry for help.
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Attack (read with increasing speed)
"Cassie, you're up"
Oh lord.
My heart palpates.
What if they judge me?
My eyes widen in fear.
What if I mess up?
I walk to the front
My ears start ringing
What if everyone hates my speech?
What if I get the lowest oral grade?
I survey the classroom.
All eyes are on me.
My insides start to knot up.
What if they start laughing?
What if my teacher hates me, for having a different opinion?
What if I send the wrong message?
I open my mouth.
My breath hitchhikes.
What if I can't do it?!
What if I disappoint everyone?!
I'm having an anxiety Attack.
"Cassie, come outside." My Friend is here.
My knees start to buckle.
I want help.
Please.
Help.
Me.
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For real though, any of you who have tips to calm down and get rid of it, please DM me or comment here. I probably need them. I love you guys very much, and I'll see you soon!! Have a beautiful day/night!! Bye :D
-Cassie🖤
