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"Ah yes I can feel it coming" I moan

"Almost there baby girl" he says

"Mmm yesssss" I moan loud as I reached my high and he pulls out of me.

All of a sudden I wake up. Ugh really. Dreaming again. I can't possibly want him that bad. It's not like I'm addicted to him or anything. Speak of the devil he's outside. Again. I go down stairs and let him inside since I'll be a while getting ready.

"I'm gonna have a shower now" I tell him and start walking into my bathroom 

"Is that an invitation" he smirks

"Hehe no" I tease

"Ugh fine I'll just stay here then" he lays on my bed and goes on his phone

I go to the bathroom and have a quick 10 minute shower then tie my hair in braids and do some eyeliner and mascara for makeup. I'm wearing ripped skinny jeans and an army  boob tube with a denim cropped jacket. I walk back into the room where Gray is and chuck on some shoes.

"Wow" he says staring at me

"What" I ask

"You look... incredible sexy" he says and pulls me on top of him and kisses me

We lay there for about five minutes just making out then I stop the kiss and tell him it's time to go to school. We say goodbye to my grandma who was in the kitchen and go to the car. He stoped at Starbucks and got us both a drink because I hadn't had breakfast.

"Wish I was lucky enough to have a car" I mumble

"Why don't you" gray asks

"Huh?" I look at him funny

"Why don't you have a car? You're obviously rich if your going to our school" he says keeping his eyes on the road

"Oh you heard that. Um. Well- I don't know if I can say it" I look down

"I may be a fuck boy but you can trust me. Always" he assured me then rubbed my thigh

"Ok well... you know how I moved here last week and it's mid term and how it's strange that I all of a sudden come" I say trying not think about what I'm saying next

"Yea. Well I mean a lot of people transfer but true mid term is odd I guess" he furrows his brows

"Well..." I take a deep breath and close my eyes

"Im sorry. You don't have to say it if you don't feel comfortable" he moves his hands and rubs circles on my back

"No it's stupid. I don't have a car and the reason why I moved here with my grandmother is...is because three months ago... My brother was driving with my patents to pick me up from a party and h-he c-crashed. It k-k-killed my brother and m-my parents" I cry. He stops the car and parks on the side of the road

"It's not stupid. You lost your family. You have every right to cry and I'm not going to judge that. Losing all of them at the same time ... if it were me I would be crying too" he wipes the tears off my cheeks and kisses my forehead comfortingly

"I blame myself" I look down

"Don't. You couldn't have helped it and blaming yourself is just making it more painful. You don't deserve to get put through such pain" he wipes the last tear that falls down my cheek

"Am I bringing out the soft side in Grayson Dolan" I say to try lighten the mood

"No way. I don't have a soft side. I'm a player remember" he says

"Who you tryna convince. Me or yourself" I giggle and he shakes his head

Then he leans closer and whispers 'I'm a fuck boy baby girl. Get used to it' then winks and smashes his lips into mine. This is one way to get my mind off what I just said. Damn Grayson Dolan. What are you doing to me.

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Well it's the end of another boring chapter. *silence*. Cheers for agreeing guys. Jks I'm being weird lmao. Hope you actually enjoyed this and like the book so far <3