Forbidden

(Continued chapter 18...)

I had a tear going down my face," Brook-" Lucas started but I cut him off," no. It's okay, it's not real so..." He shook his head," it's not okay Brook." I got up," it's in the past Lucas, let it fucken go!" He got up and so did Jason," you were in a coma Brook! I can't let you say that nightmare was okay!" I turned my head," just leave me alone Lucas..." I said quietly," Brook I-" I cut him off," bye." I said and ran off into the woods, not a wise choice but I just wanna be alone.

I knew I was pretty fast and I transported to the top of a tree and just sat, tears came down my face, my life is just. So fucked up...

-hours later-

I smelt a scent, vampire." You okay?" It was a female voice, I shook my head and a girl with straight brown hair, black clothing, and red eyes of course." Well life isn't meant to be a fairy tale," I nodded." I'm Tiffany, you?" I wiped my tears," Brook." She nodded," so what happened?" I sent her everything that went wrong and stuff, I waited till she was done seeing it.

"Wow," was all she said." Think what you want, but I ran cause I just needed to get away from all this, this drama and stuff." I explained,"it's just I don't know, but the way I see it your not alone." I cocked my head to the side," well Lucas seems to really love you, Jason seems wise and sweet, and you have me." I looked at her and we both smiled," what color eyes do you wish to have?" I asked she put a finger on her lip thinking," green." I touched the side of her face as I made her eyes turn to a perfect green.

"There you go," I saw a near by pond and made some water lift up making it go in front of her, she looked at her reflection then I made the water go back and she smiled. She gave me a hug and I hugged her back," now lets go have some fun." I said," where?" She asked and I took her hand transporting us to Lucas's house, everyone was there, Lucas and Jason. They looked at both of us," see you don't have to worry, Brook is smarter than that." Jason said looking at me," what were you thinking Brook! We were worried," Lucas said." Actually they were," Jason said and Lucas and everyone glared at him and he giggled putting his hands up in defense.

"Sorry, sorry..." He said and I rolled my eyes once they looked back at me," well sorry, I'm gonna go try having a good night is that to much to ask, don't we all need a break?" I said and started to walk out the door, Jason shook his head. Can I come Brook and we can let Lucas calm, Jason thought probably thinking I would see what he is thinking. Yes you can and find a good excuse, I sent and walked out with Tiffany.

"So you have powers?" See said and I nodded putting a finger up to my nose," she winked." But weren't you there when the vampires and stuff including me have a party?" She shook her head," I keep to myself a lot." I nodded," why?" She shrugged and I told her what she told me," your not alone." I said and we both smiled and a breeze blew on us," Jason." I said and he hugged me from behind," how did you know he said and I transported be hind him." Oh please, I can tell your scent." He turned around and Tiffany did as well," where do we go?" I shrugged, I started to run off and they followed I ran then transported on top of a tree making them as well.

I saw the sun set and I closed my eyes, I like to sing with Lucas or just alone. It calms me.

" What does it look like in heaven?

Is it peaceful? Is it free like they say?

Does the sun shine bright forever?

Have your fears and your pain gone away?

'Cause here on earth it feels like everything good is missing since you left

And here on earth everything's different

There's an emptiness

Oh-oh, I,

I hope you're dancing in the sky

And I hope you're singing in the angels' choir

I hope the angels know what they have

I bet it's so nice up in heaven since you've arrived

Now tell me, what do you do up in heaven?

Are your days filled with love and light?

Is there music? Is there art and invention?

Tell me are you happy? Are you more alive?

'Cause here on earth it feels like everything good is missing since you left

And here on earth everything's different

There's an emptiness

Oh-oh, I,

I hope you're dancing in the sky

And I hope you're singing in the the angels' choir

And I hope the angels know what they have

I bet it's so nice up in heaven since you've arrived

Since you arrived."

I started to think about my mom and sighed, they sky was light orange while sun peeked," you know how to sing?" Tiffany said," I never even knew." Jason said and I raised a eyebrow making me lose my train of thought," you didn't?" He shook his head," are you sure?" I asked again," no." He answered this time," well for Lucas and I we are all about the song. Singing is what we did as we grew up till I had to move away, so now we use it to apologize or show how much me care. You'll see." I explained, and they smiled and I did too. Then there was just silence as the sun finally set.