I choose you, Dan Howell (danisnotonfire fanfiction)

Epilogue

I know I am dead because I am standing over my grave, watching my body being lowered into the never ending dark hole.

Ever since I made the jump, I have been looking out for Dan and somehow I think he knows I'm there with him.

He isn't doing so well though, but Phil has been helping him out a lot. They really are the best of friends. Every night phil will walk in on Dan crying in his sleep and he will shake him awake, letting him know it will all be okay.

When it is really bad, phil would carry his mattress into dans room and he sleeps on the floor so when Dan wakes up he knows he isn't alone.

Everyday Dan is getting better and I am happy that he is slowly forgetting about me but I know he won't forget comepletely.

My body was now just another headstone to the world and I am finally at peace.

Dans P.O.V *after Lily jumps off cliff*

I had the ambulance on speed dial incase we needed them and we did. I saw her lifeless body fall down to the crashing waves below.

I was too late. I was one second too late.

I watched as the paramedics hauled her body into the ambulance and to the hospital.

When we got there we weren't allowed to go with her so I waited for two agonising hours to hear that she was okay.

But that news never came. I was told the news but I needed to see her one last time before she left me forever.

I placed the small, blue velvet box in her thin pale hands and made her fingers wrap around the box.

I kissed her one last time before a nurse entered the room telling me even more life shattering news.

Not only did I loose the girl I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, I also lost my baby boy or girl. I was going to be a dad. A married man.

In the note she left for us there was a bit I didn't read out to everyone else.

She told me that there was a baby thing which has driven her to the edge. And after I read that note a couple of times I realise she tried to tell me that a baby was the problem and she thought I wouldn't be happy with her because of it and that it would tear Danisnotonfire and Dan and phil apart.

I understand what she went though and I wish I could have been there to save her.

So that's the end of that...thank you for reading and voting and commenting because I appreciate it all :) feel free to read all of my other Fanfics which are a lot longer and better written than this one :)

Please go read 'our neighbours to the left' by thatotherhumanbeing (who plays Edie in this story) because it is a danisnotonfire/kickthepj/amazingphil fanfiction type thing but it is really, quite truely amazing so pleeeaaaseeeeee go read it because you will regret it if you don't read it. It's that amazing. Also read 'girls in black hoods' which is also by Edie and its not a fanfic but it is truly amazing!!!

~Caitlin