perfectly imperfect | k.th & m.sn

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"Let's break up!" I was suddenly petrified by his words

"W-what?" Am I hearing it right? He wants to end our relationship?

"Let's break up." Without knowing a wet liquid started escaping from my face. I was crying.

How could he break up with me just like that?
Are those endless days we spent with each other just for nothing?

Impossible. He loves me, he won't leave me just like that.
There must be a reason why.

I gathered up all of my courage to ask him why, but a single word couldn't come out of my mouth.

I took a deep breath, and tried gathering up my gutts once again. It's now or never.

"W-why?" I stuttered "You promised... you won't leave me" My voice cracked at the last part.

"Am I not enough? I tried my best to be your perfect girl but it seems that you don't see my efforts." I broke down into tears, I can't control it anymore. The pain I've been keeping inside just to make him happy, but it feels like he wasn't contented with me.

"I thought you love me..."

"Sana, I- I'm sorry" He left me all alone. dumbfounded.

Without any words, without any reasons. He left me.

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That was the last + worst memory I had with him.

Sad isn't it?

It's all my fault, he left me all because I wasn't good enough.

I wasn't perfect,
I wasn't the best either,
I'm a burden that's who I am.

"Sana" I stood up as someone called my name.

I tried to smile as soon as I saw who the person was

It's Mina

"Yes?" I asked. "Let's go Shopping!" She answered.

"Isn't it too early to go for shopping?" Jeongyeon, who came out of nowhere, complained.

I looked up my phone to check the time.

9:37 a.m.
Well that explains it.

"Like I always say, the early bird gets the worm" Mina said confidently as if she's teaching us a lesson.

"We're not birds, Unnie. We don't eat worms." Tzuyu, as her usual-savage self spits out fire early in the morning.

Embarrassed, Mina tried to ignore her and looked towards my direction with a smile on her face.
"So Sana, Are you coming?"

"I'm sorry but I can't go. I'm a little bit busy"
That was a lie though. I just wanted to be alone for now.

Her smile dropped "Ooh.. It's okay, I guess..." Now I feel so guilty, she looks so sad.

"Mina, don't worry. I'll go with you." Thank God! Jihyo showed up or I'd be swallowed with guilt by now.

I mouthed Jihyo a 'Thank You' before I went to my room.

I took a shower and changed.

I then grab my phone to scroll on My Instagram Feed.

It was then, one post caught my attention.

It was him...

It's been a year since I last saw him
He now looks happier than ever
I guess I was just a distraction from his happiness.

Gosh! I miss those smiles.
A part of me feels heartbroken because I could never make him happy the way he is right now.

Little did I know, tears came running up on my face.
Escaping one by one yet I couldn't do a single thing to stop it.

All I could do was mutter 3 words followed by a name, his name.
"I miss you, Kim Taehyung"

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I was in front of our school's gate.
I wasn't with the girls, at this hour they're still probably asleep.
Well, except for Dahyun. She was already awake when I left, she said she just have some errands to run.

I don't even know why I got here this early, it's like my feet is dragging me everywhere I go.

6:11 a.m.
There were not much people, considering it was early and I mean pretty early.

As I arrived from our classroom, not a single soul was there.

So I decided to take a nap instead.

A few minutes later, I heard the door open.
But I just shrugged it off assuming it was a classmate of mine.

"Hey!" I heard someone spoke.
That voice sounds familiar.

I opened my eyes to see who it was and it was him, Daniel.

"Oh! It's just you." I shut my eyes back again. "Why are you here so early?" He asked. "You know what they say, the early bird gets the worm." Credits to Mina for that.

Now, you can see a wtf-look plastered on his face. "Is that supposed to be a joke? I feel bad for not laughing." Sigh, this guy gets on my nerves sometimes. "Whatever." I rolled my eyes.

He's Kang Daniel.
Aside from the girls, I also have another someone whom I can call a true friend.
He have always been there for me and he's really trustworthy.

I met him not long ago, it was the day when I got dumped. I was not on my right mind back then causing myself to almost get into a car accident. I'm glad he was there to save me. I owe him a lot.

I took out my phone to listen to music.
That would distract myself for a while.
I slowly closed my eyes and went to dreamland.

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"Psst... Wake Up! Ms. Shin is going to scold you for sleeping in class again." I opened my eyes and saw a worried look on Daniel's face.

Since when did Ms. Shin even get here?

"Class, as I was saying we have a new transferee student, Mr. Kim please introduce yourself." A guy wearing a black hoodie entered the room.

I don't know why but I suddenly become nervous, it feels like that guy is someone I know.

3...
2...
1...

My heart was not prepared for this...

"Hi, I'm Kim Taehyung"

It's him...

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