perfectly imperfect | k.th & m.sn

002

My smile dropped,
My body's now weakened,
And my world stopped.

Why did he come back?
How could he just show up that easily?
After all that happened?
Questions filled my mind, questions that only he can answer.

"Hello? Earth to Sana?" I got back to my senses when someone called my name.

"What?"

Daniel

"You seem to be spacing out lately. Are you okay?" I'm not okay.

"I've never been better" I faked a smile.

I examined Taehyung's face, he became even more handsome.
My mind went blank when he smiled, that killer box smile of his.

"Taehyung, you may now sit at the vacant chair on the last row" Ms. Shin ordered

I scanned his assigned seat which was only a few steps away from mine. In fact, his seat was at the back of mine.

My attention went back to Taehyung who was taking slow steps towards his seat.

Every step he takes makes my heartbeat faster

Then he...

He never looked at me...

Why would he? After all we're just strangers with memories. nothing else.

There's no hope anymore when I thought there was, I was the only one who held on but now I think it's time to let go...

㊀㊀ Just as when I was to become a full emo, I shook all my thoughts away and tried to focus more on class.

I could be a real pain in the butt sometimes
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The bell rang signalling us that classes are over and lunch has taken place.

"Taehyung, let's have lunch together." A girl spoke clinging her hands into Taehyung's arms.

Psshh.. she acts so close towards him as if they've been friends for a long time.

"Sure!" What? How- How could he just accept her offer? Taehyung was not like this before, infact he was pretty distant around girls.

Sana, focus. You already let go, right? Then you shouldn't care about him that much anymore.

But there was something in my heart that seems to disagree...

My thoughts were then interrupted.
"Sana, aren't you going to take your lunch yet?"

I got back to my senses "I was about to, Momoring" I said trying to hide the real reason why.

It's not that I was trying to spy on Taehyung, it just so happens that I overheard his conversation with a girl on my way to the cafeteria.

"Lets go! They must be waiting by now." Momo said as we entered foodland, well that's what we call cafeteria.

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"What?" Jeongyeon choked while eating her sandwich.

"You heard it right! The school is having a Welcoming Party and 9 of us are not invited" Nayeon explained as she handed Jeongyeon a glass of water.

"Maybe that's because only the new students are invited?" Momo questioned, not sure of what she said.

"But how come the other old students can come except us? Is the school black mailing us or something?" Jihyo complained

They started to bicker and complain loudly and now people are looking at our direction.

I excused myself to get some fresh air and eat at the rooftop instead where it's quiet.

I just really need to clear my mind from all what's happening right now.

I took a deep sigh

I just don't really get why he's here out of all places. He said he'd leave me but why did he came back? Why now? When I still haven't moved on...

I took a deep breath as I'm going to regret what I was about to do.

"I HATE YOU!"

"I REALLY HATE YOU!"

"WHY NOW? I'VE LEARNED TO BE HAPPY WITHOUT YOU AND NOW YOU JUST㊀"

I shouted multiple times.

"Aish! You're just adding up all my problems, Kim Taehyung" This time, I didn't shout.

"Do you hate me that much?" A voice spoke, a voice I've been longing to hear.

I turned my head towards that familiar voice and started to panic when I saw who it was.

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Tbh, I cringe everytime I read my stories. Anyways, so sorry I haven't updated for so long :(( I'll make it up to you. I promise^