"I know I was the one who left you, but please don't do the same..."
That's when it finally hit me...
He left me, right?
Then why does he desperately want me back?
I tried to escape myself from his deep embrace, but it was no use, he was undeniably too strong.
"Taehyung, please stop." I pleaded.
"I still love you, Sana." He said. He then let me face him and carress my cheeks.
"Do you think I still love you?" I spatted out and took his hands away from my face. "Deep inside there, I know you still do." Taehyung said with his face full of hope.
You're damn right I am.
I felt tears escaping in my eyes,
I can't cry now, I have to show him that I'm not weak.
"Taehyung, let me go." I said, showing no emotion at all.
"I can't let you go..." He paused as tears started rolling down from his face. "I still love you too damn much to let you go..."
I felt a sting of guilt in my heart. I always hate it when he cries, it hurts me too.
"Too late... you already did, you already let me go." This time, I successfully got out from his grip.
"This time, don't expect me to come running back for you." I said and left before he even see me cry.
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"Aish! I must be so stupid. Why did I even said those things to him?" I said to myself, while walking back and forth on our school's hallway, clearly regretting the things that I have said yesterday.
It was not long until I bumped hard onto someone's chest. 'Sorry' was all that I can say. I couldn't even dare to look at whom the person was, as I was too busy inside my own thoughts.
I sooner got out of my trance as I heard a girl's voice. "Sana!" I quickly checked to see who it was, and it was Tzuyu, together with her boyfriend.
I rolled my eyes, clear enough to make them see. These two goddamn couples are flirting again. "Early in the morning, and I already see you two flirting." I said, bitter as I can be.
"Bitter Much?" Tzuyu said, while raising her brows. "Clearly that's what you and Taehyung do almost everyday." What she said made me gasp.
"That was before." I said correcting, earning a glare from her.
This kid is scary. Even though she's younger, but it's clear that I'm much more scared of her.
But even if she's like this at times, she has a soft spot. She's actually so sweet if you just get to know her.
"I give up, you're too good." I sighed in defeat.
Tzuyu then said her goodbye's and hurried off with her boyfriend.
These two kids. They're too blind in love to know the consequences.
I smiled bitterly while watching the two run away, while holding each other's hands.
"Just like you and me before..." I spoke softly, referring the 'you' to him.
I went back to our classroom as the class is starting soon.
Loud gasps and whispers approached me as I went in, and all their eyes were focused on me.
What's their problem this time?
"She's so desperate."
"Bitch."
"Since the start of school, I never liked her."
What did I do wrong?
I ignored them and went to my seat.
"Sana, are you alright?" Mina said, worriedly.
"What did I do again this time?" I asked.
"Everyone thinks you're hitting on Taehyung. It was all over the university just this morning." My eyes widen in disbelief.
"What??!!" I said in complete shock.
"Someone from the university saw you both at a bar together last night." Mina showed me a video of Taehyung and I hugging.
"Who set up this fake news?" I spat out with my eyes full of anger.
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perfectly imperfect | k.th & m.sn
FanfictionAtelophobia - the fear of imperfection - an extreme fear of failing to achieve perfection in any of one's actions, ideas, or beliefs in which minatozaki sana had a fear of not being good enough