logic and emotion

5/27/19

~intj~

Greetings! Sorry I havent updated in the past days, I was a bit distracted XD. Anyways, since this a journal about me and enfp I figured I should probably talk about how we went to the mall together on Saturday. Somehow we showed up late, which I felt bad about because I hate making people wait around on me. But once we finally showed up I got a pretzel for lunch (healthy choice I know) and talked with enfp. I dont really remember what we talked about, but it was probably something along the lines of which store we planned on going to first.

So once we were done eating we went to this nerdy store called Box Lunch, which is this store with a bunch of fandom merch and stuff. Then after we wandered around in there for a bit, we went to our favorite store: Hot Topic. Like I have said before, we are both a bit on the emo side, but I am definitely more emo than they are. I always get so excited when I go into a Hot Topic, because its like it was made for me. I love the clothes, the accessories, the music, the employees, yeah okay you get the point. We looked at all the tee shirts in the back and then I wandered off to a different tee shirt section and found a twenty one pilots shirt that I thought looked really pretty, and then remembered there was a sale so I also grabbed a Green Day shirt. I walked over to the jewelry section and found these bracelets that had that quote from Stranger Things, Friends dont lie, and I bought those as well because me and enfp both like the show and friendship bracelets are fun I dont care how old you are.

I need to admit something. I have a problem with money. Or rather a lack of restraint when it comes to spending. Sometimes I think that because I have the money to buy something I should just go ahead and buy it. And yes, I try to buy things on sale and stuff, but its still a problem I struggle with when I go to the mall or whatever. I have gotten a little bit better over time, but I still need to work on it, because once I am old enough to get a job and have a steady income, I am worried I wont have much self control.

So future self, if you happen to go back and read this, do you reeaaally need that Nirvana tee shirt, or do you just think you do?