Synchronize

4. It's Different

When it says *PLAY SONG* play the song in the link.

Annie's P.O.V.

I pace across the water thinking.

Please don't let Shawn deny me because of my mistakes.

I put my hand over my belly wondering about my future. I really want to cry but I can't.

I hate him... I just realized this. He's just like Shawn had said, James was a Justin Bieber Wannabe and definetley a f*cking sissy.

I waded in the water wanting nothing more than for Shawn to never come back. I didn't want him to be here when I was so clueless if I were with child or not. My hair had grown and my personality had changed since Shawn had left.

It's been a month since my last period. I can't round up the dignity to walk into a store and buy a pregnancy test.

I picked at the pockets of my denim capris. Nerves shooting into my arms. Shawn had texted me that he was coming and I couldn't believe it really.

I wanted nothing more than to look him in the eyes and let him understand everything as usual. I don't know how but with a glance at me he knows when I'm hurt or not myself. I needed that but at the same time I didn't need the judgement that came along with the comfort.

If I were pregnant I know he would kill James. But he'd be mad at me as well. I just know Shawn...

While playing with my hair and thought I heard a noise in the bushes. I held my stomach possessively ready to protect a possible unborn child.

My white shirt was so sheer and all I had under it was a white bikini top. I was instantley embarrassed. "Please," I prayed, "Let it be a rabbit."

Then I saw a familiar face peek through and I wanted to cry but held a straight face.

Shawn!

"Not happy to see me?", he asked as I dropped my hands from my stomach. I smiled and hugged him. Well more like tackled him?

"Of course I'm happy to see you!", I squealed as he hugged me closer. Oddly while we were hugging I noticed his stomach was hard and flat.

I grinned," Aw he used to hate guys that worked out", I thought to myself. I'd have to play along to make him feel better about himself usually.

"Whew babygirl! You gain a pound or two?", he asked slightly picking me up. I froze and nervously pulled my hair behind my ear. "Um, Heh Why would you say that?", I asked looking away.

"Ahhh just playing with you!", He squealed picking me up and twirling me. He is just making this worse.

Suddenly I got the feeling of wanting to throw up. I tucked that feeling deep when I see Shawn's bright blue eyes widen in surprise.

"Are you okay, Annie?", he asked holding me still infront of him. I need him not to be here. I need him to be any where else!

"Yes.", I say fighting the inner battle taking place inside my mind. I smile and scruff up his hair laughing as I pull my arm down and lean my head to the side.

"That's a really good look for you!", I say feeling the waves of nausea coming stronger and stronger.

"Really?", He asks seriously. "Because Nausea isn't a good one for you.", He said his brows furrowed and his hand touching my forehead.

My face falls. Dang He's good.

"You don't have a fever but you need to go home.", He says in all seriousness. "OKAY!", I yell out of no where slapping his hand from my forehead.