Erwin Smith X Reader One Shots and Scenarios(Hiatus)

☁️Commander Erwin X Philophobic Reader P.1☁️

Not a request

Philophobia: The fear of falling in love

AU: SNK

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Erwin P.O.V

'She's perfect in every way. She's a strong soldier, the most beautiful woman i've ever seen before, and she has such a pure and kind heart. Any guy would fall for her, I even fell for her...but she doesn't feel the same. Every time I look at her she would look away, every time I walked up to her she would run away. I wish I could just show her how much I love her.'

(Y/n) P.O.V

~Flash Back~

"YOU LITTLE BITCH!" My father yells at my mother as he beats her in front of my eyes. I can't do anything or father will get more mad.

"YOU'RE JUST A FUCKING SLUT!" He hits her over and over again until she passes out.

"Now wheres the other little bitch" He turns around and he sees me. He looks at me with an evil grin on his face.

"Come over here brat" He gestures at me to go to him. Knowing if I run it will make him more angry, and knowing there's no way out of this I comply.

When I get to him I immediately get struck in the face.

"Unlike your bitch of a mother, you actually listen to me. That's why I love you more" He then beats me again and again until he is satisfied.

"I love you both, even if your both pieces of shit who should go die" He walks to his bed room

~end of flash back~

"(L/n).... (L/N)!" I hear someone calling my name making the flash back end.

"H-huh?" I look around and see Captain Levi.

"Erwin needs you in his office after dinner brat" He says to me.

"O-oh, Thank you for telling me" I say to him

"Tch" And with that he leaves.

'Crap crap crap crap! I can barely look at Erwin without getting that unsettling feeling in my stomach, but if i'm alone with him and he talks to me..'

Just thinking about it makes me want to puke.

'God I hope dinner never comes'

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Erwin P.O.V

'I'm going to do it, no backing out now Erwin. Just tell her how you feel'

A knock on my door kicks me out of my train of thought.

"Name and business" I say

"(Y-Y/n) (L/n-n) s-sir. You asked for me" I get a a reply

'This is it! I'm going to do it!'

"Enter" I try to keep my voice from changing.