A Doctor Confession

part 5

Three years went by I was living off my parents financials beacause of no job and felt like most unhappiest human being I never persaud my degree in std studies I never wanted to help sick virus people I wanted to be rich helping celebrities,travelling the world ,popping champagnes and just living the wild and rich  surgeon life fantasy .                         Then one day I as was heading into a supermarket I forgot my wallet ,this kind and  beautiful girl  offered to pay my bill for the food stuffs freely and I could remember falling for her attraction ,so I flirted with her she was sexy ,beautiful and prefect I wanted her so badly, as we walked and had a conversation about our names ,ages and so on but as we met at to her car ,with a sad face she said "I'm HIV positive, your handsome and good  guy ,you nor I don't deserve this virus "and said to her" wow I'm so sorry and thanks for being so kind, for  two times not giving me the virus and buying the food stuffs ".and with a smile on her face she said "That's all I keep doing good, hoping and praying, the world would do the same for HIV people like me  and do me a flavour for my kindness don't discriminate any HIV or AIDS person's but help them in any  way you can ".then she got in her car and drove away                           At that moment in my life ,I felt guilty ,ashamed and different because a HIV person helped me and I discriminated against them when I was in college and hated to serve them as a occupation o ,then because of her I decided I would become a doctor and help HIV or std victims ,because some of these person have a beautiful heart but just a ugly virus hanging on there shoulder and don't get me confused I'm not saying all HIV or AIDS victims have a nice heart or mind and (I remembered saying to myself she could of infected me but she didn't cause she didn't want any one to feel her pain and she wanted the world to be less HIV or AIDS free by not spreading it).