Broke. (Fangirl Diaries)

One

It was one Friday night on the last week of February and I was just chilling in my Teddy Bear and Pillow paradise. My bed.

It was a very tiring day and to be fair, every day is a tiring day. Since the school year is almost ending the teachers are quickly giving us tons and tons of homeworks in order to pass the last quarter for this school year.

After I was done rubbing off the stress from school and changing into my PJs, I quickly ravaged my bed and surfed through youtube. I found so many interesting, qUiRky, funny, aEstIcHl;Y pleasing and unique videos on youtube.  Which kept me entertained for the whole night.

There was one video that kept popping on my recommendations every time I was watching a random youtube video. It was by Akidearest entitled "I went to a Yaoi Cafe".

One thing that caught my attention was the word "YAOI". Yaoi is a genre in anime in which two men fall in love with each other. It's either sexual love or very sweet love, but most fans watch both depending on the mood.

I was thinking twice whether I should watch it or not regarding that I already have a video reserved to watch next. Curiosity ate me and I decided to watch it.

As usual, youtubers introduce themselves on the first 5 seconds of the video and then tells the watchers what they are gonna do next. She went inside the cafe with her friend and they were greeted by men who are dressed up like highschool students.

Like: Highschool themed cafe + Cute Boys + Gay moments = PERFECTION

I was calm throughout the first few minutes. The feels started when I saw the first scene that caught my heart. 

It was the last day of school for the both of them and the senpai (which is the top) was graduating from highschool, which meant they are not gonna see eachother again (with the bottom). The bottom wanted one last memory with his senpai. The bottom was shy at first but he gathered courage and asked his senpai for a kiss.

The bottom was laying down whilst the top is on top of him holding a pocky on its hand. The top placed the pocky on the bottom and started eating the pocky until the top reached the lips of the bottom.

Pocky games are usually the ones that alwayd gets me!

I was struck in the heart! And Screams filled my room and feels filled my soul! The view was too much for me to handle so I was overreacting and screaming non-stop until the 1st and 2nd scene was done.

The 3rd scene involved a KABEDON, which is the action of pinning the bottom to a wall and teasing it or it's up to you what to do to it as long as he's pinned to the wall by you.

It had the pocky scene that always radiates my soul and triggers my innocent heart  and some "You shall not pass until you gave me a kiss" clicheness. Anyways, I grabbed my teddy bear named Bonnie and released all of the romantic excitement I have been keeping to myself ever since I started watching the video.

I was getting thirsty for more yaoi so I decided to close the video and look for more vids yaoi related. There were tons, but most of them are "Yaoi Moans", "BXB Moans" and "Dakaretai Otoko Ichi ni Seiyuu Hungry Junta Moments". The last one I mentioned was the one I watched.

But before I could watch, I grabbed my earphones from my bag and plugged it to my phone.  We don't want other people to know our secrets, right? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°). When I was done protecting myself and securing that the place is clear and no one would hear the vid, I started the video.

It was 2 guys named Takato and Junta, they were actors and I don't wanna spoil anything so watch it on your own.

Once again, curiosity ate me and directed me to a site named Kickassanime, it was a site where you could watch anime in all genres. My internet connection could not handle kissanime so I was forced to watch at this site, it is not crap but it's still like other sites and fairly enough it was a good site.

Eventually, I would go home from school and automatically go to kickassanime and watch Dakaretai otoko... FANGIRL ACTIVATED.