"It's ok babe just let it all out" Hannah rubs my back while Jessica holds my hair and looks away
Of course i happen to wake up sick the day after I find out I might be pregnant. I'm still in denial but the signs are making it harder for me to say I'm not. Ethan's meeting us in an hour and we're all going out for brunch. Gray, Ethan, Hannah, Jessica and even Hanna's 1 year younger sister. She flew in from San Fran early this morning and said we should all go out so we invited Ethan and Grayson too.
"Pick anything. And you can keep it too I've got enough clothing to last a lifetime at the moment" we laugh
Lucky enough for me jessica and I are the same size in clothing so she's letting me choose an outfit out of her wardrobe. All of her clothes are expensive brands and some of the newest fashion out. And she wasn't lying, she has her own walk in wardrobe to herself full of clothes.
It's a bit cool today so I picked out white, high waisted, ripped skinny jeans, a baby blue loose fit crop top and a light pink/peach full length button up coat over the top. I had a quick shower then I did my hair half up half down in a bun and got changed.
"Ready to go" Jess asked
"Yep" I smile weakly
"Not feeling too good?" They both ask and I shake my head
"Feel a bit dizzy but I'll be alright, I'm more nervous about seeing ethan. How do I tell him? Do I tell him? We're so young like what if he doesn't even want a kid" I start breathing fast and heavy
"Hey it's ok. Ethan loves you and that's all that matters. He loves you for a reason and wouldn't be with you if he didn't see a future with you ... with or without kids" they both hugged me
"Thank you" I mumble
We start going to the restaurant we're eating at. Once we arrive I see ethan and he runs to me and picks me up and spins me around while kissing me.
"What was that for" I laugh
"I missed youuu" he smiles and places me down gently
"I missed you too but I was only gone a night" I giggle and bop his nose
"Well I been so used to a little body next to me in bed it felt lonely ... and also the movie I watched reminded me of us" he smiles cheekily again
"Awe. I love you" I kiss him
"Love you more" he kisses me back
"Alright you two lovebirds time to go in" gray says and we laugh
- next day
I woke up sick again. Ethan woke up with me and helped me. I haven't told him anything. I'm too scared he's going to leave me. I don't even know how to bring it up in conversation. I think I should just rip the bandaid off but I don't know. We've been dating for about 6 months now and I'm only 18 and he's 19. I can't not tell him and the longer I leave it the harder it will be to tell him. I think I need to tell him today.
"Hey babe I'm gonna plan a date for us tonight. Just us and it's going to be a surprise" I say to ethan who's beside me.
"Ok babe. Gray and I are just going to film a vid today but I'll be ready whenever you want me to be" he kisses my forehead.
"Ok. Well im having a quick shower then going out to leave you guys to film" I climb over him and he pulls me in for a kiss
"Bye bubba love you" I smile and whisper 'more' into his ear
I go and have a shower while thinking of ways to tell him. I need to do it subtly but straight forward. If that even makes sense. I have no idea. I don't even know how far along I am but that's what I'm also going to find out today.
I'm going to get an ultrasound and see how far along I am and what I'll do is set up a picnic on that private part of the beach which we claimed ours and I'll have little hints along the way that eventually lead to the photo of the ultrasound and a pregnancy test stick. I'm going to set up some secret cameras too so that if he is happy about it, which I'm hoping, when the baby is old enough we can show him or her.
I don't know why but thinking about a life growing inside of me is making me a little bit happier about the situation. It's distracting me from thinking about the bad possibilities of tonight. I'm currently in Ethan's car pulling up to the doctors.
- during ultrasound
"When did you say you took the test" the doctor asked
"Two days ago" I say staring at the screen.
She turns the thing off and wipes the gel off my stomach and washes her hands while I sit up in my chair and fix up my shirt.
"Miss Harper, you are at your first trimester and it appears your 3 months and four days pregnant. You can see the little bodies on the screen the-" I cut her off politely
"Sorry did you say bodies. As in plural" I look at her
"Yes. Sorry. It looks like your having twins. But they're very small. And from the looks of it they will be very small throughout the entirety of the pregnancy. Your bump should have started to show by now since they're twins but your body is in pretty perfect shape" she says
"Yes thank you I'm a model and I work on my body a lot" I tell her
"I thought it was you I saw on my daughters magazine. Now that your at your third month you have to be very careful with the amount of exercise you do. You now have limitations and you must drink plenty of water and eat 3 full meals daily if you wish to keep the babies healthy. You are quite young so you need to be extra careful because anything could hurt the babies and also potentially put you at risk physically" she informs me
"Thank you doctor smith. I was wondering could I get a print out of the ultra sound please" I ask
"No problem I'll get that for you while we plan our next appointment" she smiles
- back at the car.
Now I'm off to the pharmacy to get a pregnancy test just to show Ethan. I message gray asking to borrow two of their go pros once they finished recording and not to tell ethan. He messages back saying yes and asking why.
Me: you'll find out soon. But Ethan first. Just please don't say anything about me borrowing them.
Gray: yea no problem. We're about to go out to the shops to film so I'll just leave them on the kitchen table for you to grab while we're out
Me: sweet thanks gray
I shut my phone off and go through the checkout. All I needa do now is set up the picnic at the beach and the cameras. One last stop to the grocery store before going back home.
-note
Ok so this chap was a bit longer than the last one but the next one will be short. Also I am ending this book soon. I have an idea for an ending and it may or may not lead to a possible sequel if you want want. You'll just have to wait and see. Also started posting chapters on my gray x-reader so go check it out now it's on my profile :) hope you enjoyed
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FanfictionAll you wanted was to start off your modelling career but your possible future manage pulls you into an agreement you can't get out of and it leads to a story of love, hate and of course drama.
