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- a month later

"Omg yes I remember that" we all laugh

I'm with Jessica and Hannah. I exchanged numbers with them at the shoot a month and a half ago because they seemed really nice and funny. Which they are. I surprisingly never knew this but they're girlfriends. Been together for a year and a half. Since high school. They're cute together and I love that whenever I hang with them it doesn't feel like I'm third wheeling.

We've so much time hanging out together lately and it seems like we've all known each other our whole life's. It's actually so great to have friends that are girls. Don't get me wrong I love gray and definitely love hanging out with him, love every second I spend with Ethan even more but like I had been homeschooled for like 5 years, now graduated, I had no proper friends. My boyfriend left me my ex bestie from when I was at school and I began the no one that got bullied by everyone.

"Ugh I have major cramps" jessica complains

"Period still" I ask

"Yep. Day 8 now. So great" we all laugh

"Wait what's the date today" I say checking my phone

"I should've gotten mine. I've missed mine for two months" I think for a sec

"Casey..." they both look at me

"What? Ya know what it's probs just one of those times when you skip your period" I blow it over

"Not for two months. Have you had any weird cravings lately or feeling sick or anything" Hannah asks

"Yea remember she said she kept waking up vomiting and feeling nauseous and thought she had the stomach bug" Jessica said

"Oh yea. You missed out on a great movie" Hannah smiles

"That's beside the point. Casey ... you could be pre-" I stop her

"No. Don't say it. I'm not. I'm sure I would know if I was pregnant... right?" I look at them both

They convince me to take a pregnancy test. Well not really convince... they forced me. They brought like five different ones for me and we went back to there's so ethan wouldn't find out I thought about it. I don't think he's ready for kids and to be honest neither am I. Ah what am I even saying I'm not pregnant.

"Times up. Go check it" Hannah says and I look at the stick

"Nope. That's for sure a false positive I'm taking another one" I say

- on the fourth one

"Taking the last one" I say beginning to silently panic

"Casey. That's four positives... i think you know the answer" I look down and start crying.

They come over to me and hug me. They say everything's gonna be ok and it makes me cry even more. Three reasons why; what is ethan going to think, I'm not ready to be a mum I can barely look after myself and three, I wish my dads could be here. They always supported me with everything and they're hugs are exactly what I need. I've got Hannah and Jessica's hugs and they're just as good but they're not the same. I miss them so much.

"Why don't you stay here tonight so you can get your head around it all" I nod my head and message Ethan

Me: hey babe I'm gonna stay at Jess and Hannah's tonight for a girls movie night. I'll see you in the morning and I love you x

Ethan: ok baby have fun. Just message me and I'll come pick you up whenever. Love you too bub xo

I smile and shut my phone.

-note
Super short chap but I think I may make them this length from now on. I just wrote a 1500 word science report for chemistry and it's 1am in the morning where I live. Sorry it's shitty and the grammar probs doesn't make sense but Ye that's why. Hope your enjoying love you all xo

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