REGRETS

𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚏𝚒𝚟𝚎

Y/N's pov

I was messing about in my room when I heard my mom calling out to me. "Y/N!"

Gosh, she didn't have to shout that loudly. "Mom, I'm comingg!!"

"Well, why don't you come right now because the guests are here already!" my mom said in response.

I groan and head downstairs. I was almost there when I saw Valerie, my mom's assistant. We've met a couple times before so I'm used to calling her Valerie.

"It's been so long since I've seen you!" I say being embraced in a warm hug.

"I've missed you so much darling" she says planting a kiss on my forehead.

Yes, we are really close though she's mom's assistant and I don't see her that often.

"I missed you too" I reply with a small smile. I'm not exactly the nice and welcoming type of person, but I just love this woman.

"Y/n, there's Aydan. why don't you both talk a little bit and get to know each other" my mom says pointing at the couch before going into the kitchen with Valerie.

I look over to where Aydan was sitting. He seemed as if he's just seen a ghost. Like he's frozen. I walk over to him.

"Am I really that good looking?" I say with a smirk on my face.

"What? I was just looking at the spider that was on your shoulder a second ago." I immediately turn pale and look onto my shoulder. That asshole.

He was literally laughing his head off by the time I looked back at him.

I roll my eyes at him.

"Seriously? Couldn't come up with a better excuse?" I was kind of shaken up when he mentioned spiders. But I tried my best to not show it.

"No. I just didn't wanna show off my skills to you" he says with a smirk, standing up as his mom called us and told us to join them at the dining table.

Dang, he's good at this game.

We sit at opposite sides of the table facing each other. I was kind of pissed that he was not like the others who didn't come with a response when I say something. He's different. Why does he have to be though??

Thinking about all of that, I decide to kick him in his crotch from under the table and see if he liked it.

"OWWW!!" he screamed at the top of his voice. All eyes were on him.

"What happened? Is the food too hot for you?" I say my lips turning into a smirk.

"Yeah. It is kind of hot. I better finish this up fast." he says still keeping his eyes shut quietly groaning from the pain.

Yes! Now we'll see who's better at this war.

I hurriedly finish up my plate not paying any attention to all the bring talk going on between my mom and Valerie.

I excuse myself from the table before going outside and sitting on the front porch.

The cold wind was brushing my hair on top of face. I love windy days. But rainy days are my favourite. Sometimes I-

"FUUU-" I started to shout damn loud when I felt someone slapped me on the back of my head so hard when he put my hand on my mouth shutting me up.

Then he looked into my eyes with his ocean blue eyes. That's when I realised who it was.

"fmmfhnfmmmm?!" I try to say something but with his hand blocking my mouth, no words were coming out clearly.

"What you trynna say??" he says pissing me off.

That's it. He's gonna get a punch right on his pretty boy face.

You're not gonna do it.

Yes I am gonna do it.

The dumb voice in my head is always trying to talk me out of doing stupid things. But I need to do what I'm about to do right now. So that's exactly what I did.

"WTFF! what was that for?!" Aydan yells letting go of me and pressing his hands on his nose where I punched him real hard.

Ouch..

Whatever. He deserved it.

"What was that for?! Why don't you try to figure it out yourself?" I snap at him.

He looked like he actually hurt. I know it would hurt him but I didn't it would hurt this much for him to be quiet..

I told you that you shouldn't do it.

But I did it, didn't I?

That's because you're dumb.

And what makes you think you're any less dumb? You're just me.

I am you but I'm the better side of you. That's what makes me know that I'm not dumb.

She's right. But I didn't like to be wrong. So I didn't say anything back.

Instead, I found myself taking Aydan's hand off of his face and carefully seeing what's wrong and when I saw that his nose was bleeding, I felt really bad.

I shouldn't have done that. I softly trace his skin where it's bruised.

Why am I feeling guilty about it? That's just who I am.

I quickly take my hand off realising he was laughing his head off at my worried expression.

"You son of a bitch!" I shout being pissed off but I quickly turned away because I had a slight smile on my face and I didn't wanna show him that.

"Whoops. Did I soften the cold iceberg?" he says in between laughs.

Yeah you did.

Shut up. He didn't.

"No. Why the fuck do you think I will be that easy to get to? I was just playing my part." I say placing a smirk o my face.

He smiled at me.

He had one of those smiles which I couldn't help but smile back at.

Woah. I love his smile.

Wait.. did you just say that?

Wait..did I just say that?

No way. I hate his smile.
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