the morning felt a lot emptier since the last day was "the usual" before the sunkissed boy popped into his life. yet now that he thought of it, he definitely hated being alone if he could be with kim taehyung
his thoughts were filled of the older boy, and the littlest things he did. his soft stare, his sparkling eyes, his habit of licking his rosy lips - especially after sipping his coffee -, and his kissable beauty marks - preferably the one on the tip of his nose.
he probably woke up to his velvet driven voice as well. it was as deep as the hues of the afternoon. everything connected to him. he ruled his mind and made jungkook feel... feelings.
it was all too hard to describe, but good god did it feel like heaven.
he shook his head, making his bed-hair dance along to his crazy heartbeat. why was he so crazy? and why was his internal dialogue filled with this boy? not once in his whole lifetime, leading up to now, did he ever imagine acting like this - especially for a boy.
and the fact that he felt it all so naturally was far from his natural.
but it just showed how crazy his life was.
this morning was rather busy for the coffee bar. the moment the raven walked up to the door he could peek through the glass doors, and see people in every direction, and it made a shiver travel down his spine.
though maybe it was just because of the freezing air blowing in through the front of his thick plaid coat. which was of course, open widely for the air to access his chest through his cream sweater.
how convenient of him, right?
once the boy finally stepped into the building he was greeted with the same smell of grounded beans, and clincking on the marble island. the grounded beans were a bit stronger than usual but the atmosphere was inviting despite the people everywhere.
he walked up to the barista and nodded, while speaking to him with a soft smile. ,,i'll have the usual, don't double the shot." and with a lot less conversation the boy nodded and gestured to stop the younger.
,,as you can see we're very crowded today, so you'll need to share a table with the previous customer. they'll be seated at table 6. I'm so sorry for the inconvenience." the older spoke with an unusual triangular frown. though the younger just shook his head assuring it was fine.
,,have a nice day." the boy spoke sweetly before going the opposite way from his usual, looking for the table. his hands were busy in his coat pockets as he moved to the table, once he spotted the bold number six that had been placed on the table.
the thought of how awkward it'd be only made him want to forget his coffee and rush to class, despite the fact that he'd be hours upon hours early. he did his best to shut out his thoughts though, and looked down as he approached table bowing in the direction of the stranger.
,,i'm sorry to disturb, but the seats are all full, and the barista told me i-" ,,you should work on talking a bit less when you're nervous, love." the voice of the stranger made the boy's head pop up happily, though he did his best to make his jolt natural.
,,hyung?- i mean- where have you been? i've been worried- because... i mean-" so much for natural though. blush crept up his cheek as he tensed up now once he processed the boy's sentence. ,,did you just call me l-love?"
the boy held back a chuckle as he pointed to the booth's seat in front of him. ,,sit down kookie, you're gonna cause a scene." the older spoke through a chuckle and of course the boy complied instantly.
,,where were you yesterday, hyung?" the boy was filled with questions and needed answers, yet he didn't feel as bad as he usually would for talking so much. the boy left him alone yesterday and this was what he got- well, less like that in jungkook's mind and more like "i'm crazy about you so i have a right to know the details- you're crazy about me too, right?".
,,about yesterday.." the older flicked at his bangs as he spoke sincerely. ,,i'm sorry about disappearing, i had work that was suddenly changed in my schedule to early in the morning. i felt horrible, since i couldn't do anything." the brown haired boy nibbled at his lip as he melted in sorrow.
,,it's alright hyung- what work did you have to do? you never told me you had a job." the younger felt a little bad for questioning him, but jungkook wasn't the type to easily fall for excuses. he needed a partner he could trust- not that he probably loved him the same anyway.
,,i'm a photographer." taehyung answered clearly although he still looked guilty. ,,i never mentioned it because i'm still sort of shy about it." the boy admitted with a awkward smile.
,,you don't need to be shy hyung, i'm sure you're amazing." jungkook smiled widely, making the latter smile a bit more genuinely now.
the sunkissed boy pulled out a beat up hickory colored shoulder bag, before flipping it open, and showing the younger his old digital camera. ,,this isn't the one i was working with. it's my personal one."
the boy took the camera with gentle hands before switching it on, making the lenses extend. ,,wow, so you take photos for fun?- a hobby?" the raven tilted his head lightly before looking back down at the camera, and looking through the camera roll.
,,i wouldn't say for fun or as a hobby... i usually take photos of things i don't want to lose." at first it didn't make sense for him to say that till jungkook got a glimpse of the photos he had taken.
at first there were sceneries he had never seen till he saw photos of an old building. it was a regular building, but it radiated something much more. he couldn't tell so much if it were the angle or the colors, but he knew the photo had something to it. it was nostalgic, aesthetic- something about it. and it was the same for all of the other photos he had taken.
,,woah... these are so ethereal." like you. jungkook added mentally before shutting the camera off with care. ,,you're so talented." the raven smiled widely before giving the camera back. ,,i don't even want to give this back." the boy spoke with a giggle and shook his bangs out of his eyes as the brown haired took his camera back.
,,thanks, i-i've never had anyone say anything so..." the boy nibble at his lip shyly. ,,so important to me." the boy showcased a rectangular smile as he put his camera away delicately.
,,you'll let me buy a photo or two from you right?" jungkook giggled although he was mentally praying he hadn't pushed it since tae had just showed him something very personal. ,,i'd let you have as many as you want.. for free." the boy replied sweetly.
,,really?!" the bambi squeaked with a huge bunny grin. ,,if you do something in return." the boy spoke firmer now looking at him dead in the eye. jungkook completely cooled of now and nodded as he bit back his smile. ,,anything."
,,let me take a photo of you." now the younger understood the look he was giving him although he couldn't put it into words he was sure he knew. ,,you can take as many photos you want." jungkook replied with the most confidence he ever had.
and that made the boy smile.
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this chapter was written without a general guide so hopefully it is acceptable.
also i hope the plot isn't moving too fast.
i'm putting my all into it, for you all.
I l o v e y o u a l l w i t h m y w h o l e h e a r t !
BORAHAE
