love sorrow and pain

nightmares

Waking up once again

Pillows all damp again

The smell of sweat n the cold feeling of tears as they ran down your face

Never did you wanna give up

You knew that it was right

Do anything to keep him from getting hurt

Even if it meant being thrown down to the dirt

Its okay if you wake up with nightmares

Because in reality they are the heavens

When you wake up is when your in A nightmare

You hide your face so he don't see

You cry at night but he don't know

You wish he'd see the pain you hide so well

Because he never knew you always cut your thighs hoping you'd cut deep enough to go to hell

You refuse to get close out of fear of it again so you push them away

Like their gonna hurt you

But in the end

They won't know your pain until they see you killed yourself

Then they see the pain and suffering you have endured