love sorrow and pain

mommy should have known

u see i counted the days before the day i can leave

waited for the hours so pass by me

i hated it here cuz nobody wanted me

everybody always toldme to go cut my veins

little did they know i was already trying

i have endless scars up along my hips

made a asingle cut then i ripped it open

watched as the blod slowly crept to my toes

i loved this feeling

the feeling of living

it only came wen i had my blades

i understood them they understood me

helped my in my times of need

they were my friends coming in all different sizes

my moter wanted to get rid of me

my dad left wen i was 5

ever sense then wanted to rid the world good bye

some people think im jst some girl hiding behind the screens on computer

little did they know i was the on putting smiles on others faces

i knew how much the trill it was with blades

never knowing when the next visit would come

only knew one thing

they were never that far from my reach

they heard my cries they heard my screams

now its the tie for u to scream to feel my pain and feel what i do

now mommy its time to say goodnight

i proise this will only hurt a while

next thing u know u might be in a casket being lowered down

u should have known better than to put me down

dont worry ill come again

only thattime ill be in the ground next to u

little would u know ur daughter killed herself

bye bye ommy im off to hell