As i sit here in my empty bed
And ponder on the words you say
I feel like I'm losing sanity
And getting angry anxiously
I dream of you wrap in my arms
Not caring of the world
But I know right now is not the time
I'm stuck in a different world
While you're down south living your life
forgetting this horrible time
I sit and ponder with myself
Of the words that crossed my mind
You compared me to him in the worst of ways
Saying how he messed up and flipped your world
Now i sit back in the shadows
And wonder if I'm the same
I hate this shit, I hate this pain
But I know it will help me grow
Either into a brave young man to protect you
Or turn dark and drown in sorrow
