I sit here and think about all involved
Whether it be me and my friend or you and yours
I get caught in this fictional loop
and believe you'll choose him over me
While I'm stuck with my mind up north
Thinking of us three
You're so much farther south
Having fun with him instead of me
I do not blame you for this
Not one bit
I am snared inside this trap
feeling i'm the only one who commit
I jumped too far into this mess
With a heart i thought was healed
And now i realized something with this vision
My thoughts are so much closer to fiction