Y/N? Baby, are you okay?” your boyfriend asks as he walks into your shared bedroom to see you surrounded by textbooks, notebooks, your school workbooks and empty cups that were once filled with coffee.
you lift your head slightly, shaking it as you feel your vision go blurry from lack of sleep.
Namjoon stares at you for a while before sighing and grabbing the books off the bed and tucking them into their places on the bookshelf, you making no refusal at his actions.
“Joonie, can you- can we cuddle? please?” you pout, holding your hands out in front of you and Namjoon chuckles.
“How about you change first, huh? Meet me in the living room in ten minutes.” he laughs softly, giving you a gentle kiss on your forehead before whipping his phone out of his trouser pockets and walking out of the bedroom.
You sigh, slipping on a sports bra and a pair of pyjama shorts before making your way to the living room, where you see your boyfriend lying on the couch with a movie on your TV ready to watch, snacks, dominoes pizza and some tea on the coffee table in front of him.
your eyes begin to water involuntarily with fondness and pure love at Namjoon and all he does for you.
You knew it was hard for him too - of course it was, though. He was the leader of one of the most successful and loved kpop bands in the world. His timetables and your timetables weren’t ideal, either; they clashed quite often, so being alone with your boyfriend was now a rare moment that you should always treasure. (not that you didn’t before.)
as a full time college student, though, most of your time was spent either in class or studying anyway.
when Namjoon spotted you in the hallway with a grin on your face and tears springing to your eyes, he returned the grin and motioned for you to take a seat next to him on the couch, but instead you sat on his lap, straddling him as you pressed kisses all over his face, leaving him a blushing mess.
“i’m so lucky. how do i deserve someone like you?” you mumbled into his neck, digging your face into it.
Namjoon chuckles again, holding you in his arms as he runs his hands through your let down hair. “that’s what i ask myself every single day,” he whispers in your ear, his warm breath sending you warmth through your entire body as he kisses your temple.
“i can’t believe you did this for me, joonie!” you hit him playfully on his arm, trying to hide the few tears that were streaming down your face.
however, Namjoon noticed them and grabbed your wrists, holding them gently as he used his other hand to wipe your tears with his thumb. “i would do anything for you, Y/N. you should know that by now.” you lean in to kiss him and he stops a centimetre away from your lips, saying, “you’re my entire world, baby. i love you,” before you crash your lips together passionately, his hands holding you in place as your hands tangle themselves in his hair.
he pulls away hesitantly. “let’s not let all this food go to waste, though. plus, you’ve got to eat. when was the last time you eat? or slept?”
your silence answered his question as a while, and he sighed. as he’s picking up a piece of pepperoni pizza, you look at him with hopeful eyes. he sees your gaze and grins, letting his dimples show as he feeds you the slice of pizza.
from there, the night consists of Namjoon feeding you, you guys cuddling and being adorable, and just catching up with each other before you fell asleep in each others arms on the couch, leaving your apartment a complete mess. but you didn’t mind, because you had finally been able to spend time with your boyfriend and stop worrying so much about college.
in Namjoon’s words, “who needs college when you have me anyway?”
