A Broken Heart

chapter three:life with Chris

just had my first ever sleepover,I'm glad it was a sleepover with Chris was amazing.

Even though I lied to him a lot he has forgiven me for all of it and understood why I did so.
It still feels like a dream most of the time

Today is going to be a long day Chris had to go home to his family to make sure they were okay.
He will be here later with his family to be here for his sister's surgery
This was going to be a long day.

Before I eat my breakfast I pray for Chris's sister to make it through the surgery I haven't prayed in years.
The last time i prayed was back when my little sister was kidnapped.
I don't know why I do when things are bad it isn't like nobody is listening,but I still do it when times like these.

I start to eat my breakfast my my chest starts to hurt.
It hurts so much I hit the ground.
My heart monitor starts to heap louder and louder idk if It is just an anxiety panic attacks or if there is a medical problem
Finally I black out from all the pain in my chest.

Chris's perspective....
We are just now arriving to the hospital I can't want for my parents to meet ethan but I'm very worried about if my sister is going to make it through the surgery.

We finally walked in and signed in.
We rushed to see my little sister because she is suppose to go into surgery in 2 minutes but the doctor nor the nurse is there she isn't even prepped for surgery.

The doctor finally came in and said "we had to move her surgery to 2pm"dr.carson says
It is 1pm rn
"Why?"my mother asks
"One of our other patients was rushed into the er so we have to wait for er 3 to be prepped and clean and ready which will only take 40 minutes and we have to do her vitals and prep her so around 2pm which is in an hour"he said
"Okay"my mom said they sit and wait with my little sister her name is lily
"Is it okay if I go and see how ethan is doing"i asked
The doctor looks at me
"Unfortunately no u cant,he is the one who had to be rushed into the operation room,his heart monitor started going off and we found him on the floor"he says
He knows about me and ethan,I can't believe this is happening,ugh why do I fall for people who are at risk of dying and leaving me.
I'm worried about him I hope they fix what made him go into the operation room
I know cancer is a big very big deal that not a lot of people make it through cancer.

Now I'm not just worried about how lily surgery I'm worried about Ethan's too.
"How long is she gonna be in surgery for?"I asked the doctor
"Lily surgery should only take about 2 hours to do and Ethan's surgery we have no clue how long it just depends on what they find out and so,sorry to bear u the bad news and all"he says
He leaves the room.
Ugh this bad feeling I have in my stomach.
What if I lose ethan?what if I lose lily?even worse what if i lose both of them today.....
I can't get any of this out of my head.
1 hours later....
Lily is in her surgery,Ethan is still in surgery.
I really hope and pray they both make it through the surgeries.

2 hours later
Lily has been in surgery for 2 hours now and ethan they still have no news for me other than he is still in surgery.

I hate this feeling and I hate being in the hospital waiting to see if they're going to make it.
Lily should be getting out of surgery soon hopefully. If she made it.ugh this thoughts again.

Finally the doctor comes over
We all stand up.
"Lily is in the recovering room,we did it the tumor is gone"he says
We all hug him and hug each other
"When can we see her?"my dad asks
"We can bring u to her in an hour we want to make sure nothing happens and make sure she is fully stable"he says
"Okay,thank u so much dr.carson"my mom says tearing up a bit more.
"Hey dr.carson,what is going on with Ethan,is he gonna make it,what is going on,please"i asked
"He is still in surgery,one of the nerves in the heart was failing so they are fixing that and make sure his heart is still functioning properly,if everything go as planned he should be getting out of surgery any minute now"he says he pats me on th e shoulder and then he gets a paged,and he looks at me and then leaves.
I bet it had something to do with Ethan.