My brothers best friend (bajancanadian fanfic)(completed)

Chapter 9

- Rikki

I lay down on my bed crying. Why did this have to happen to me? Why me? Why again me? I can't even watch the movies I like because they would raise my heartbeat too much. I can't even run into the arms of someone I love without getting trouble breathing. Why didn't I just die? Oh yeah because I didn't want to. Why was that again? I hear Jerome and Mitch laughing downstairs. Oh yeah I love them too much. I walk down with red puffy eyes into the living room.

"Hey Rikki wanna watch along it's a comedy!" Jerome says laughing a little.

"Sure." Mitch moves a little to the side so that I can sit inbetween them. I sit down and Mitch puts his arm on the coutch behind me. I laugh a little at his move but start watching. I notice they're watching frozen. "Why where you two watching frozen?"

"Because we just wanted to let it go." Jerome says wiggeling his eyes.

"Wow thats was the wors pun ever and you insult Mitch about his puns?" I ask yokingly.

"Thank you!" Mitch yells, making me laugh. "That was the first time in forever anyone like's my puns!"

"Okay you both are bad at making puns."

"Then how do you make a good pun?" Jerome asks.

"Well it's easy. It's just like an open door." I say. They shake their head no.

"You're even worse than us two combined." Mitch says.

"Come on! I'm just too good for you two." I say flipping my hair back with my hand. We all start laughing and watch along. I can't believe how these two guys can make me feel happy in just seconds. I love them so much. The evening went on untill Jerome and Mitch fell asleep during the movie. I turn off the tv and walk upstairs to my room. I put on my pj's and get under the covers.

You're just worthless Rikki. Thanks to you're stupid desease we can't do anything fun anymore. The best thing is just leave you alone so you can die in you're worthless selve. I've never loved you Rikki. I just used you. Rikki I hate you Rikki. Did you hear me Rikki? Rikki get up. Rikki.

I suddenly wake up to Mitch shaking me. I'm breathing rapidly.

"Rikki calm down it was just a dream it's okay." He says wrapping his arms around me.

"You said you hated me, you never loved me, you wanted to leave me to die."

"I would never say anything like that." I cry in his shoulder while my breath slows down.

"Rikki I promise you I will never leave you."

Soooo how are you guys doing today? I've got a little bit of a headache because a wooden plank fell on my head earlier today but I'm still able to write something decent (I think) so I'll be fine ;) let me know how was your day Lets get a conversationele going sooo see ya laterz xx