Secrets -changlix (straykids AU¡!)

Part 2

"Let's get you cleaned up" Changbin didn't know what to do with this kid. He didn't even know why he saved him. It's like he got the sudden urge to protect him.

He took Felix to the nurse and got him cleaned up. " why did you punch the wall? You should know that it's gonna hurt." Felix looked into changbins eyes. "That's why I did it"

Changbin stared at the boy in confusion. "What do you mean?" Before Felix could answer the bell rang. "We re gonna be late, let's go."
The boys went their separate ways bidding goodbyes and a small thank you.

Felix sat in class thinking about what had just happened.

Stupid Felix. Why can't you just keep your mouth shut.
Felix was thinking about that boy, Changbin. Why was he so nice. Why did he care? No one did.
Felix didn't know why but everyday no matter what happens he just feels as if dying wouldn't make any difference.
Even now.
He didn't want to be known as the boy who wanted to die. So he smiled even when he was sad.
He didn't want people know know his father was abusive or an alcoholic. He didn't even want people to know he was gay.
He didn't want attention.

He wanted to be invisible.

This years was going to be hard for him.
His thoughts were interrupted by the teacher. "LEE FELIX, I ASKED FOR THE ANSWER!"
I turned my head to her. "I-I dont k-know.."
"Well maybe if you paid more attention in class you wouldn't be so stupid and you would get the answers.?!!"
He put his head down once again. "Y-yes mam..."
She was right.

I was stupid and lazy.

I knew everything she said was true.
Soon the bell rang dismissing the class. Felix was walking down the halls and he didn't know why but he kept hearing people whispering about him.
'Stupid, ugly, lazy, fat, weird, a nobody, etc.'
Felix knew those were true too. He just listened to the voices. He felt like crying but nothing was coming out .
It couldn't.
He soon felt a familiar force push him to the ground once again. He didn't care tho.
Felix stayed on the ground and looked at him.
He felt a smirk appear on his lips.
" What the hell are you smiling for, FAG!?"
After all the mean words that were said and the numbness he felt as if now he wanted to feel the pain.
"Do it"
Felix soon felt a sharp pain in his ribs. It was raining that day. All students went to class as the man dragged Felix outside.
Felix didn't try to fight back.

He was soon thrown across the yard into a corner.
"You think it's funny?!?"
Felix felt another sharp pain in his ribs soon followed by another and another. He was being kicked over and over. The man even socked him in the face a couple times.

Felix could feel his body going numb by the seconds.

He could hear the mans screaming anymore. Just the ringing in his ears.
Tears were rolling down his face but he still smirked. " I-is that all y-you've got..?"
The man kicked harder and harder.
After a couple more minutes he could feel the man had stopped hurting him.

He has realized the man had gone through his pockets stealing his phone, wallet, and money.

The man walked off but Felix couldn't move. Every time he moved it was like being kicked again.
Two hours had passed and he still could not move. He was still laying in that same spot in the rain.

Felix jumped as he heard and unfamiliar scream.
" Omg man are you okay?!??"
He couldn't see the mans face but he don't know If he could trust him.
"Y-yeah"
He tries to move but was stopped by the pain once again. The man looked at him worried.

"Dude you are not okay!"
Felix didn't know what to say.
He felt tears rolling down his face non stop and he barley choked out the word, " C-Chang b-bin"
The man quickly took out his phone.
" Hey man it's Woojin. Did you just beat up some kid." He could hear on the other side of the line , "no" " He looks as if he has been out here for a couple hours. He is turning blue and can't move. He keeps calling your name"

Felix could hear from the other side of the line, "SHIT! FELIX!!?"
Before Woojin could respond the call was ended.
After a couple minutes Felix heard changbins voice screaming his name. It got closer and closer but before he knew it everything went black.

Welp.. don't hate me