Secrets -changlix (straykids AU¡!)

Part 15

Felix and Changbin sat in the back of the cop car laughing as if nothing happened. As if they weren't in the back of a cop car.

"I wonder what the rest of the members are doing right now"
"Probably at home tying to find a way to get us out."

"Or doing nothing, they're proboly scared of us."
Changbin let out a laugh

"They have been living with murderers felix, who wouldn't be scared."

"Me"
The boys burst out laughing. Felix was clenching his stomach and Changbin was wheezing

"Felix you are a murderer!"
Still laughing

They cop started getting angry

"Yo shut the fuck up back there faggots!"

Felix clenched his jaw at the words felling rage run threw him.
Memories coming back in mind.

They abuse. The words. The self harm. The murders.
His dad
That's what he saw in that moment.
The thought of his dad filling his mind and making it hard to breath.

Felix started shaking as tears rolled down his face.
Changbin noticed and grabbed a hold of Felix.

Changbins touch reminded him of his dad.
The way his dad held him down, would beat him, and even rape him.

Felix pushes Changbin away and curled into a ball.

"P-please dont h-hurt me.."
"S-stop!"
Felix couldn't breath at all.
The cop looked back and saw what was happening.

"What's wrong with him!"

Changbin looked at the cop with his eyes black. His voice growling and harsh full of hate.
Visibly pissed.

"This is all your fucking fault!"
Changbin growled as his boyfriend was having a full on panic attack.

Memories was all that Felix saw. He couldn't hear anything. He didn't realize he started screaming.

"STOP IM SORRY S-STOP D-DAD AHHHH"

Felix let out a very high pitch scream making the other two boys cover their ears.

Changbin held on to Felix fighting off his protests.

Changbin wrapped his arms around felix and pulled him into is lap.

"Shhh Felix, it's okay I'm here. No ones gonna get you. It's me, Changbin. Baby please calm down. It's me. I'm here. Those people can't hurt you no more."

Changbin hoped this would help Felix relax. And it did.

Felix started breathing normally. At that moment all was hurt was Felix's quiet sobs.

"B-binnie"
"Baby I'm here, I'll always be here for you no matter what."

The driver started listening.

"I don't care what the others say baby, you are you and that's who you are, that's the person I love. Those people who called you those nasty names and beat you and did all those nasty things. They never deserved you. They never saw just how much you mean because of whom you chose to love. They never saw you, but I do.
Please let those memories go and be here with me."
Felix stifled and dug his face into Changbins neck.
"Binnie what are we gonna do"

"I don't know baby but let's not think about that. Let's not think about the past or future because this is the present and we are here for each other. Don't let people call you a faggot and don't let it get to you because you are so much more. Those people don't matter. Because in the moment it's me and you.
Life is short, let's live it while we can, even if that means spending the rest of our life's in prison, I love you baby"

Felix looked up with his red eyes and plump lips
"Thank you binnie, I love you too.."

The driver looked back at Felix.

"Felix"
The man called out.
Felix replies with a huh.

"I'm sorry....I didn't know.."

"It's okay"
Felix said putting his lips.

"You two look cute together.."

Felix and Changbin smiled.

Felix mumbled a "thanks" before falling off to sleep.

Felix woke up to Changbin shaking him.

"We're here"