I got off the bus and looked around. The funny thing is it didn't just feel like hell it looked like it too. I tried my best to stay in the shadows of people and try to blend in and hide. I walked down the hall to my locker and opened it I put a few books in and slammed it. I walked to my first class people were staring at me in the halls and laugh or acting like they were disgusted. My mind started to worry what if the found out what the football team did what if the football team lied and told everyone acting like it was consensual? I was scared I worried a lot and I had a lot of anxieties. My Social anxiety is the biggest anxiety I have. I used to have an attachment thing but then my parents got physical with the abuse around the time I turned seven.
I just tried my best to ignore it. I was almost to my class when the captain of the football team came out of no where and pinned me against the wall I squirmed and kicked at him he just stared at me. And then kissed me when he kissed me he moved closer to me and I kneed him in his balls he yelled "you fucking bitch you got what you deserved that last week of school last year don't even try and hide it you know that you and your little friend loved it" I felt a tear well up in my eye I felt it fall down my cheek as he laid on the floor in pain he yelled agin "I know you loved it" that's when I ran I didn't know where I was going but I was running and that's when I ran in to this tall guy I smacked my face right on his chest he bent down to pick up his books and said "oh hey watch where your going god people are so stupid" I looked at him as I went to pick up my books and I mumbled "we'll this isn't all my fault your still the jack ass" and that's when I realized it wasn't a mumble it was more like a scream I didn't mean to I guess it was because I was already crying so yeah but he looked at me and saw that I was crying and was for awhile he then pulled me down in to a hug he was sitting on the floor and pulled me down in to his arms I just kinda sat there still crying he held me tighter as I cried harder he say "shhh shhh please don't cry it will be ok" then the bell rang he then let go and help me up and got my books
"Hi I'm Legend" he said "um I'm riot" I said nervously I didn't make eye contacted he was staring at me trying to make eye contacted i tried to ignore it but curiosity got the best of me I took areally quick glance but on accident I made eye contact. I hated eye contact it was the scarest thing in the world.
"so what class are-----" I cut him off as I ran down the hall I saw the captian of the football team ryan the one that pinned me up against the wall earlier. I wasn't that scared of him because he has already done the worst to me but I was still scared. I tried avoiding things that hurt me .
I went to my first class and went through the day. Legend was in all of my classes. At lunch I saw legend he was sitting alone like I usually did. he waved at me to come sit with him I just walked off wanting to leave. he was sitting by the tree outside where I always sat. The day went by fast before I knew it I was on the bus heading home.
I got off the bus and stand there and stare at the house. thinking should I go in or should I leave. I figured that if I left and they found me I shivered in fear of the thought of what they would do to me so I walked in the front door and I started to feel sick.
