Here we go again. Once again another sleepless night like we all have my demons are keeping me up. Maybe it's not even my demons anymore, I really am crazy just like they all say I am. Hm depressions cousins in town and doesn't plan on leaving. Yeah that's right, anxiety has moved in. I've been thinking up reasons of why I can't sleep. Which causes me to think even more about everything that's gone on in my dark reality.
Including what happened the other day to me, ha remember when I said who needs friends anyways? Well I should've dropped this backstabbing blonde monster. I let her in on everything I was going through with my first love guess where this story's going. Wouldn't be surprised if you guessed already he left me for her.
It hurts I never knew one person could feel so much pain. Pain, interesting word could mean physical could mean mental.I don't feel physical pain my body decides to shield myself and cause me to be numb when it comes to certain mental pain. Speaking of pain I cut pretty deep to stop feeling the mental pain. It worked to your surprise it doesn't hurt I do not feel when I slice my scarred skin with the silver blade. My brain is in so many different places, my heart in so many pieces I feel lost.
I'm a nobody.
A lost nobody.
