FIX ME -book 2 of i love you-( jungkook x reader)

chapter one

I was sitting in my room staring at a wall as my mind replays her death over and over again. It only making my state worse as I slowly started to loose all of my sanity.its. been ten years since my once alive lover committed suicide right in front of me. Now it only plays as I hear her voice in my head of the last words she said to me. 
Elizabeth's voice.
"Good bye jin good bye jungkook.i still love you but I can't go on"
As she then cuts her throat. The whole argument the Image of her body with cuts as she yelled at me with tears in her eyes. I was trying to stop her from all the pain but I only caused her more pain. I sit here rocking on my bed not acknowledging reality. I've been through so many doctors I don't even move when I hear the door open anymore. I scream but only on the inside as my emotions are mixed with anger and sadness,but  on the outside there's nothing in my eyes no emotion, nothing I'm blank. They had to put a straight jacket on me so I would stop scratching my wrists. I could feel the door open. and usually I wouldn't acknowledge them but something felt different. The presence felt similar as soft. It reminded me of her. As I now started to think of the happy memories with her. All the dates and fun we had, it was the first time I ever had another memories than her death.I smiled at It as I let the happy memories continue enjoying it while it last.

Unknown prov

I'm jeon jungkooks new doctor and from what I heard he has had multiple doctors. I opened the door to see the boy staring at a wall. His eyes have no emotion. They were completely blank. He had a straight jacket on only making me more curious us to why he had to be so locked up and drugged up. I touch his shoulder and he smiles. From what I heard from everyone else he usually makes no movement but sits there and said it'd be unusual for him to make any movement to my presence." Elizabeth i-is that you?oh h-have I m-missed you my love." He said as tears started to stream down his face making me panic. Who's Elizabeth?what is he talking about? I go to walk away a-and he starts to scream"NO DONT LEAVE ME AGAIN I-I CAN'T DO IT PLEASE STAY. ELIZABETH,ELIZABETH, ELIZABETH!" He started to yell as more tears stream down his face. I didn't know what to do."p-please let me feel your warm h-hugs p-please Elizabeth.please" he cries get louder and louder.I panic and go to him and hug him ."sshhh mr.jeon its gonna be okay please calm down ." I said"I've missed you Elizabeth. Promise me you'll never leave me again please." He begged."yes me.jeon I promise." I said going along with it. I pull away and wipe his tears looking in his eyes that were still emotionless yet he was crying as if he was here but not exactly here."noona lay with me so I can sleep?" He said. he was older than me. but I knew he was just living through something I don't understand.I then lay him down and lay next to him."noona take this jacket off I want to hold you." He begged. I hesitated at first but then obliging and taking it off. He then wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me close.we lay here as his breaths become normal and he slowly drifts off to sleep. I look at his sleeping face. His eyes were puffy and he had big bags under his eyes signaling he hasn't slept in a long while.his face was so peaceful and sweet. It hurt that I couldn't tell why he was so obsessed with this Elizabeth girl and why he thought I was her.

Back to jungkook prov

She took the jacket off of me. I got to pull her close to me and feel her again. I don't see her exactly I just see memories as and I only feel her presence in the room. I haven't fully been in reality since the day she died.but just feeling her calms me down. I then drift to sleep as my mind finally rests of the awful memories. As they are replaced with lovely memories. Its the first time I have properly slept in a long time.I snuggle my head into her hair. As I was sleeping the presence of her disappeared and my mind immediately went back to it awful things.I quickly sat up and felt around the room as I looked around she was not there. My eyes became clouded with tears as I began to cry again."NO YOU PROMISED. YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDN'T LEAVE YOU LIED. PLEASE PLEASE COME BACK PLEASE. ELIZABETH TAKE THESE HORRIED THOUGHTS AWAY PLEASE!" Started to yell as I began to scratch my wrist again. I sat there and cried as it was the first time I was fully I reality looking at my plain room crying I felt lost and lonely once again like a child who got separated from their mother at a carnival. As I only longer for her back.