forced marriage

Skinny Girl

Months have passed
You didn't have a properly meal since that day only a apple once in 3 days or something you litterly starved yourself from the pain what you went trough from Namjoon treading you like shit you covered your skinny face with make-up and your skinny body with wide clothes and went to school as a normal kid and yes namjoon tried to talk to you but you would always run away. Today you sat on the sofa texting Ceasar wu your best friend since baby's Namjoon entered the front door you quickly got up and headed to your room but he blocked you not today y/n we need to talk you scoffed there is nothing to talk about he holded your cheek ba... He felt how skinny you were he putted his arms around your body feeling olmost every bone he started to cry with you in his arm he whas crying in your neck he mumbled between his sobs B-baby I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you this hard I should have said that you are my wife My everything but why are you so skinny you tried to push him away but he whas to strong N-namjoon let me go please I don't want to talk to you he cryed harder baby don't do this to us I love you I really do you looked at the floor trying to keep your tears in he holded your chin and kissed you this whas your moment you pushed him away and ran to your room while crying loud you sounded like a jbl Bluetooth speaker he called your name y/n b-baby dinner is ready he cooked he really cooked for you. You got out feeling cold asf you ate 2 spoons and got up thanks namjoon it whas delicious you tried to walk back to your room but I quickly took your wrist and said very angry Y/N EAT! do you Wan't to get Anorexia? Do you want to black out?? You looked at the ground I'm doing fine Namjoon he stood up making you to face him if you don't eat then I'll eat you understood?  You just wanted to get away you wanted to run it didn't matter to were but you wouldn't fall for him twice he broke you to this human being but he won't to it twice you sight walk to the moon and back I won't eat it he picked you up and placed you onto the chair and started to feet you like a little kid you couldn't do anything about it he had his arm tightly around your body you started to tear up stop namjoon he olmost gave you the whole plate he looked at you worried just stop let me go I need to sleep I'm having dance tomorrow he letted you go you stood up and fel dizzy you didn't let him notice till you fell on the ground you cursed at yourself weak piece of shit you stood up but fell again you were to weak you started to cry namjoon stood up and picked you up his eyes full of guilt