Janiah's POV
The name is janiah. My mom named me that because it means gods purpose, I have no clue why she would name me that, especially since what's been going on in my life now. She was my world, she died from breast cancer. I swear if she told me I would have spent every last penny on her medications and surgeries. Only god knows how much I miss her she was my everything. My dad, shit I meant to say my sperm downer he left when I was the age of five. He told my mama he was going on a business trip in Philadelphia and left my mama looking stupid in Florida. But my mama made it work.
I guess he's the the reason I look for bad men. It's probably the reason I'm in the situation I'm in now. I'm with this guy named Devante,we are from south Florida. When we first met, it was like I met my one and only. We used to go out and we where with each other all the time, I was at his house or he was at mine. After about a year and a half he would slap me here and there but he never really put me in to much pain.
He always apologized after, now he just beats me up as if I'm a man on the streets. My best friend Chayil would always tell me to leave him but I can't I love him to much. I know that if I continue to put up with his bullshit he will kill me but I think I can change him. I'm not supposed to be going through all this at 25 I should be living my life with the one I love
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