Love Live Oneshots

My R (1)

(I'm a bit obsessed with the English cover and it's animatics...
I'm not writing exactly what is said but it's the same situations {despite the way they look for obvious reasons})

(This is kinda NicoMaki, too.)

(Trigger warning: Suicide attempt, self harm, etc.)

(Maki POV)

I scratch my wrist nervously, twirling my hair as I walk across the familiar rooftop.

The third years graduated last year.

There's no more μ's.

My friends are drifting from me.

I pause, seeing Hanayo at the ledge with her shoes at her side.

"Hanayo?! What're you doing?!" I say loudly, making her jump.

"I'm sorry... But... The girl I love is off with some boy from another school... All because he said he loved her..." she smiled at the ground, tears hitting the floor.

"Really?! You're upset over that?! Please! At least you've never had anything taken from you!" I shout angrily.

She smiles sadly, walking closer to me with shoes in hand.

"You know what? Maybe I have a chance. Thank you." she said quietly, shutting the roof door after her.

I groan, opening the door and slamming it after me.

~~~

I open the door with my shoes in hand, startled by the sight of Rin standing there, the same as Hanayo had been.

"Rin?!" I say, confused.

"Hey..." she says sadly.

"What do you think you're doing?!" I ask.

"Well... Hanayo won't talk to me anymore... My boyfriend hates me... No one likes me anymore... I have nothing left..." Rin admitted softly.

"Oh come on! Seriously?! You know that's not true! Even so, your parents love you! You still have a nice bed and meal at home, huh?!" I shout bitterly.

Rin smiles softly, grabbing her shoes and walking to the door.

"I am a bit hungry... Thanks, Maki~Chan..." she said, glancing at me as she put her shoes back on.

I sigh, following her back inside.

~~~

It seemed that every day there was always someone who wanted to jump.

Some I knew, others I didn't.

Yet I offered a taste of reality to them all.

Though I knew no one would want to return the favor.

I open the door yet again, pausing at the sight.

"N... Nico~Chan..?" I say quietly, my voice just above a whisper.

"Hey, Maki~Chan." Nico turned to me.

I noticed her shoes were off and gasped.

"What are you doing?!" I yell.

"Well... After μ's, I didn't really have anything. My siblings stopped looking up to me. I have no more friends. So I came up here to have one last nice memory. Before I leave, never to make another scar.." Nico smiled softly, rolling up her sleeve to reveal several small cuts across her arm.

I open my mouth, but no words come out as I clutch my wrist while staring at hers.

Her problem.. Is the same as... I look up at her, tears forming in my eyes.

"Hey, don't do it.. Please.." I say just above a whisper.

My eyes widen as I realise what I just said, sinking to the floor.

"Stop! Don't look at me with that face!" I cover my ears, squeezing my eyes shut.

"Why? Did you miss my cute face?" Nico teases with a chuckle, coming closer to me.

"Okay, Maki~Chan. I won't." she pats my shoulder as I hear her slide her shoes on.

I perk my head up as I hear the door shut, wiping my tears.

I take a deep breath and stand, walking towards the door to go back inside.

~~~

"Today's the day..." I say to myself, taking a deep breath.

I tense, hearing footsteps running up the stairs to the roof.

I kick my shoes off, making a run for the ledge.

I jump just as I feel an arm grab me, being forced against their chest.

"N-Nozomi?!" I say, astonished.

"I thought I could use someone strong in case I couldn't grab you in time." Nico came from behind her, smirking at me.

I feel tears spilling down my face as I thrash from Nozomi's hold.

Nico holds her arms open as I jump into them, crying against her.

"Hey, don't do it, okay?" Nico whispers in my ear.

"I won't! I promise!" I sob against her neck.

Nozomi joins the hug, patting my back as they hold me tightly.