Boss Bitches

Chapter 13

Derrick POV

I think I'm about to lose my mind. Cancer? Baby? When the doctor said that it made my heart drop. I havent stopped crying since I left the hospital. My baby got cancer and she pregnant. Pregnant with my baby. A baby that might not even make it. I let go of all the bullshit that happened this morning and for the first time in a long time I got on my knees and prayed. I prayed that Gucci be okay and my child come out okay and healthy. I prayed Shay wasn't having my baby and everything can go back to normal. Cancer. That shit had me sick to my stomach. I rode around the city for a minute to clear my head. I needed to get high so I rode through the hood and saw my main mans Moses. He was sitting on the trap porch smoking a black. 

"Wassup bro?" He said I gave him dap then sat down. 

"Man,too much shit right now" I said. 

"What happened?" He asked. I told him about Gucci finding out about Shay and her and Dazzle and the baby and cancer. After telling him that I was almost back in tears. I can't lose my baby man.

"Damn man, thats fucked up" he said. "I got something that would take yo mind off that shit doe" He pulled out a pill bottle and gave me 2 yellow pills

"Nigga I don't pop bars" I said to him.

"It's just pain medicine nigga. It's gon clear yo head I'm telling you. Me and Boogie and Debo pop like 12 of those a day and we mix em up in our juice. It get you high as fuck" He said. I debated on whether I should take them or not. I thought about Gucci and the cancer and the baby situation. I popped them in my mouth. He gave me some of his pink lemonade to swallow it. The pink lemonade tasted funny though.

"Aye what's in this shit" I said

"Bars nigga. Like 7 of em. You about to be high as fuck" he laughed. I felt the high kicking in and it felt good as fuck.

"Where you get these from?" I asked.

"Nigga yall sell em. You know Gucci in Medical school and shit. She supply em I sell em. I always bust the script" (The prescription bottle)

"Man this shit got me feeling right" I said I drunk some more of the bar juice and leaned back in my chair. I was high as fuck. I need to start fucking with these more. 

Gucci POV

I woke up with a bunch of nurses in my face. I almost smacked the fuck out of one of them bitches because she was poking my arm.

"What the fuck" I yelled.

"Oh Ms. Smith I see you woke up" she smiled.

"Why the fuck Im in a hospital?" I asked.

"You passed out. I'm going to get the doctor for you" they all walked out and a older man walked in.

"Hello, MyAsia. How are you?" He asked.

"I feel fine. Why am I here?" I asked.

"Because I'm sorry to say but you have ovarian cancer and you are also 2 months pregnant." I stop listening after cancer. WHAT THE FUCK was the only thing running through my mind. First I get shot then almost got H.I.V. then my boyfriend get a bitch pregnant on me now I got cancer. Why the fuck all this shit happening to me and all in the matters of 6 months. Wait did this nigga just say I'm pregnant?

"Um baby?" I asked.

"Yeah, you are 2 months pregnant. But its a very risky pregnancy. If we give you surgery now we can kill your child. But if we wait a few more months and let the child develop we can save the child but lose you" He said I swallowed hard. For the first time in a long time I was scared. I was scared because I don't want my baby to die. I didn't care if I died because we all die somebody but my baby was innocent. It still had a chance to be better than me and its daddy. I was scared if I let my baby live and I die people would mistreat it. I don't want to leave my baby out here in this cold world alone. But I don't want my baby to die either. I had a chance in life and so far my shit suck. My child can grow up and be anything it want to be. I have over 6 million saved up. My child would be set. The tears flowed out of my eyes heavy.

"I want to wait until I develop more and do the surgery. I want to save my baby" I said crying.

"Are you sure Ms. Smith" He said. 

"Yes, I'm sure" I said shaking my head. He gave me an apologetic look and walked out the room. It was a knock on the door and I looked up to see Dazzle. He came in and sat beside me on the bed. It look like he been crying. I laid on his chest and he wrapped his arms around me and I cried into his chest. I cried for all the bullshit I been through in life. I cried for being raped at 7. My father going to jail when I was 10 leaving us to fend for ourselves, Been dead ass broke not knowing where our next meal come from. I cried for being shot. I cried for Derrick lying. I cried because my life is hell and I'm not even 21 yet. I cried because I'm not going to get a chance to met or raise my child. I'm leaving my child to fend for itself like my dad left me.

"Let it all out." He said. I cried for a good 30 minutes. 

"I'm so scared" I said. 

"Me too" He said wiping my eyes.

"It's going to be okay Gucci. I promise" he said.

"No it's not. I'm saving my baby" I said.

"Wait what?" he asked.

"I'm saving my baby. I can't let my baby die Dazzle. I lived my life." I said. He let me go and stood up. I could tell he was pissed.

"Gucci please think about this. I can't lose you." He said. He looked into my eyes and a tear fell from his.

"I can't let my baby die" I cried,'

"And I can't let you die" he said grabbing my hands. He put them close to his chest and I felt his heart beat."My heart beats for you. I love you so much Gucci please"

"But my baby" I cried.

He hugged me real tight and he whispered "Baby if you die I'm going with you because I can't see myself living without you"

After hearing that I cried harder. This was an emotional ass day.