Boss Bitches

Chapter 17

Gucci POV

"Oh shit" Dank mumbled. Dazzle looked like he shit a brick. Damn here go the confusion again. I felt myself about to throw up so I ran to the bathroom and emptied my stomach. Saved by the baby.

Derrick ran in after me and held my hair for me.

"Thanks" I said getting up. I started brushing my teeth.

"No problem. Nice proposal memory huh?" He chuckled.

"Yeah, I guess." I said wiping my mouth off.

"So what you think?" he said. I sat on the bed and took a deep breath. I knew I was about to dread this conversation.

"To be completely honest Derrick. I don't know about Marriage. I mean I just turned 21 today. I know life is short but I'm not ready for marriage" I said looking down. I couldn't even look him in his face. I knew I probably just broke his heart.

"Why Gucci?" He sounded so hurt. He kneeled down in front of me. "Gucci please. I'm trying. I love you so much" he said. he grabbed my face and looked at me. His eyes was so teary eyed.

"I love you too" I said.

"Then marry me" He said.

"I can't" I said.

"Why?" He said standing up. He took a step back "Dazzle?" he asked. I slowly nodded my head.

"So this whole time you been on me about cheating with Shay but you cheated with Dazzle?" He yelled.

"I never cheated on you. I been loyal to you the whole time. You know that" I yelled back. I was now standing up in his face.

"I don't know shit. I do know I walked in here a couple days ago and you was naked and he was walking out yo bathroom naked. So you tell me what the fuck was that?" he yelled.

"First off I don't have to explain shit to you I'm a grown as woman. But I didn't fuck him. Just because you cheated don't mean I did. Don't try to flip yo cheating ways on me tf" I yelled back. "You got me fucked up. It's my birthday. I don't have time for this shit."

"Then why is he the reason you can't marry me?" He said calmly. He leaned back against my dresser. "You love him don't you?" I didn't respond so I guess he took that as a yes.

"No answer huh? yeah I already know you love that nigga. It's cool Gucci. No hard feelings babymama" He said. He turned and was about to walk out the door.

"Wait" I grabbed his arm. He stopped but he kept his back to me. So disrespectful. I turned him around and his eyes was bloodshot red. "I didn't mean to hurt you or anything Derrick because I do love you like seriously and I'm being honest with you. I'm not ready for marriage because my heart is confused right now. I never fucked him, kissed him or nothing. I never even told him I loved him like that but I do love him. He is my bestfriend. But just because I love him don't mean I don't love you because I do. I'm just confused right now and I don't want to make a major decision with a confused heart. You have to understand that" I said.

He was stood there and looked at me.

"I understand. I'm gon give you time to think about things. I'll see you later" and with that he walked out. I just stood there. I'm officially Single. A couple minutes later Dank walked in.

"Hey, you ready?" he smiled.

"Yeah, I'm about to start getting dressed now" I said. I wasn't really in the party mood now.

"So what happened?" He asked.

"I'm not marrying him" I said looking at him. He came and gave me a hug.