Boss Bitches

Chapter 14

Derrick POV

I was blowed af off bars, weed and liquor. I havent been up to see Gucci none today. I know she supposed to come home today but I can't see her like that.

"Man, ain't yo bitch coming home today bro?" Moses asked passing me the blunt. I been at the trap since earlier yesterday getting fucked up. I bought so many bars, so much weed and so much liquor. I was numb.

"Yeah, she supposed to and watch yo mouth before I blow you bro" I said taking a hit of the blunt. I don't give af how fucked up I am don't disrespect my girl.

"My bad bro, but you ain't gon go see her?" he asked.

"I can't see her like that bro" I felt myself getting teary eyed.

"Man, I feel you bro but thats yo girl. She carrying yo kid and she need you the most right now. She pregnant with yo baby. Not no iffy shit like Shay but she actually having yo kid. She fucked up right now and you over here with us. She need you bro. Dazzle probably up there right now comforting YO girl. You basically giving that nigga yo girl. " He was right and the last part hit me hard. I'm over here with these niggas chilling while my baby need me. 

"You right bro. I'm gone"  I stood up and dapped him and left to go to the hospital.

Gucci POV

I get released today. Dazzle been up here all day yesterday. I made him go home. He promised to be here today at 9 sharp to take me home. It's 8:30 and I'm ready to go. It's miserable af in this hospital. I'm already sick but I don't like it here. They said I can live regularly. But who can live regularly? Whats regular about being pregnant with Cancer and not ever seeing yo child because you have to die in order for yo child to live? Ain't shit regular about that.

I'm trying not to be sad because I know everybody else gon be sad so I smile. But these doctors getting on my nerves. I'm ready to go home. I heard a knock on the door and when I looked up shockingly it was Derrick. He stumbled into the room. I can smell the weed on him from a mile away and he had to same clothes on from yesterday morning.

"Hey bae" He walked slowly to me. When he finally got to me he kissed me on the forehead then he pulled a chair next to the bed and sat down. He looked into my eyes and I saw the hurt in them. I knew he was taking this hard. "Sorry I wasn't here yesterday." he grabbed my hand and kissed it holding it close to his face. 

"Are you drunk?" I asked. I smell the hennessy when he talk. 

"I tried to get my mind off things but it didn't work" he said. He put his hand on my stomach and a tear slipped from his eye. I wiped the tear away. 

"Don't cry" I said. I really don't want to have this moment right now but I guess I got to get used to it because everybody about to be acting like this.

"I can't bae. I'm losing either my kid or the love of my life. How can I be okay knowing that?" he said. He looked in my eyes and the tears started falling from his face. 

"I don't wanna be sad" I said looking down. 

"I'm sorry bae. I'm sorry for hurting you and not telling you that Shay was pregnant. I'm sorry for not being here yesterday when I know you needed me. I'm sorry for losing yo trust and I'm sorry you have to go through this. If we could switch positions I would switch in a minute to save you. I love you so much MyAsia." He said crying. He was now full blown sobbing. I never seen nobody cry this hard before. He put his head on my stomach and sat there. I patted his back and let him let it all out. I knew he was drunk and in his feelings but I know he hurting too. This a hurtful situation for me and him. We either lose a child or each other. I don't know if I should tell him now that I decided to save my baby.