Hold you down

Chapter 1

I woke up out of the bed ready to get the day started. I'm so excited. I've been waiting months to move into our mini mansion. Life was exhausting sharing a room with my sister, and I was the oldest girl so I needed my space. I've been begging my mom so much about me having my own room and she finally said yes.
So packing was usually a lot of work but I manage to keep up. I got up and started eating breakfast. I wasn't really that hungry so I just grabbed a yogurt and started to load my boxes into the truck. I was going to miss all of my friends in my neighborhood but I was still going to the same school so it wasn't really a big deal.

I threw away most of my clothes while packing. Why you ask? Because I was getting thicker by the minute even though I was a vegetarian.I know your probably wondering why I'm thick if I'm a vegetarian, I just don't eat meat that's all. And plus my mom and grandmother are thick as well, so I guess the trait passed on to me.

My sisters were arguing on what room they were getting. I really didn't care because I was able to pick out mines first. Lucky me. We are moving into a mini mansion because my mom has a lot of children and we need order in our house, so that's what we did.
My mom has six children,that's not really a lot to me because my dad has way more. My dad is a player and that's the reason why my mom left him. My mom has two boys and four girls, it's pretty cool though because if one fight we all fight. On the other hand I have countless of other siblings on my dad side. Some of them I know and are cool with. I never met the others so I wouldn't say I'm not cool with them. It's just that I don't know them.

My name is Rose, weird I know right my dad named me that for some odd reason. I have beautiful mid/ dark blue eyes, I'm light skinned and I have natural red hair and freckles. I identify my self as black Because I am mostly African American but I have a little white and Indian in me. Like I've mentioned before I'm  thick and a vegetarian(It can't be that hard to believe).

As I am leaving my old house and headed to the car to finish loading everything, I kind of get sad because this week has been the worst. My boyfriend for three years broke up with me so I was always sad and looking very depressed lately. A break up can do some bad things to you I swear. But my bestie and others friends been with me so I didn't go through it alone.

"Come on Rose, help unpack" my mom said. I snapped out of my thoughts to get out the car and unpack.

6 hours later

We are finally done unpacking everything. I decided to text my bestie to see what he was up to.
Wassup bestie 🙌.
Bestie Imu 😃.
Imu too best friend ❤️and don't get into no trouble in your new mini mansion 😂.
Boy I won't stay good down there🤞.

After that I decided to take a shower before any of my other siblings hog the bathroom. I went in the shower and grabbed my new strawberry shampoo and body wash. As I am taking a shower i think about my previous relationship, and how bad it hurts. Damn I'm really in my feelings. Well being in a relationship for three years is a lot. Nobody really understands me and why that has a big effect on me. It would be nice if someone really listened to me and understand why I am the way I am. I snap out of my thoughts to turn off the water and wrap my towel around my body. I went back into my room with just a towel because it's not far from my bedroom and it's just family at home so I really didn't care. when I reached my room I picked out a bra, underwear and pajamas to put on. I applied lotion all over my skin and waited a few minutes to put on my clothes. After that i turned on my tv and put Netflix on and decided to watch a movie. It was late and I wasn't really into the movie like that so in the middle of the movie I felt my eyes get tired. So I decided to set my alarm clock for the next morning and go to sleep.