Hold Me Tight

2.Thoughts expand

I was walking in a garden filled with  the sweetest things that God ever made and or got to put a soul into,flowers when all of a sudden a hand wrapped around my waist. 

My breath hitched as I was turned around only to see that same person, that same person whom I'm so much familiar with, whom I like the most and whom I wish to love me back...........

He hugged me so that our torsos, stomachs and chests were touching and my chin on his shoulder. This is what I longed for, this moment I thought would never come true: he tightly embracing me with so much care and love.

"kookie......" I felt the holiest consciousness of love as a fluttering of its wings as he whispered that single word in my ear.

He pulled back ever so gently from that tight hug and had made me face him. He slowly took my hands in his soft, larger ones, caressing them softly and directly looked into my eyes making me look into his deep orbs where I wish to be drowned forever. 

"Kookie...."

"Hmm" my mouth was zipped and I couldn't find any right words to respond at that instant.

"I love you" my heartbeat fastened and I felt myself harder to stop it that my heart would just jump out of it's rib cage in any instant. I couldn't believe my ears, was all this true? 

He leaned his face closer to mine and looked into my eyes and then to my lips. I closed my eyes and leaned in closer too so that our faces are merely inches away---

"Beep Beep!"

I was awaken as the alarm clock went off. I looked around and then it hit me, this whole thing was just a dream........that can't come true. 

I slowly got off the bed but I soon happen to dash into the bathroom as I saw what time it was. It was 7. 30 am and God, school starts at 8.00. I just have thirty minutes to get ready and it takes 15 minutes to arrive at school even though it's a car ride.

As soon as I came from the washroom, I quickly wore my black pants and a black hoodie along with timber lands. I dashed out through the apartment's front door and into the elevator. 

I got into my car and accelerated it in a much higher speed so that I won't get late but I knew that I'm already late. 

The whole fifteen minutes seemed to be fifteen hours due to the traffic jam and now I was in front of my high school after a whole ride which felt like hours.

I hurried my way into my classroom and saw the door closed and by that it means the lessons are already started. It's the Chemistry class and I know that I won't be survived today because I'm whole thirty minutes late! Again!

With a heavy sigh I twisted the door knob and entered the classroom. 

"Jungkook you're late, once again" Mrs. Shin's gaze was piercing me right through my face.

"Umm.....Mrs. shin...I was stuck in t...the traffic..." It's true right? I won't be late--this much late if it wasn't for the traffic.

"It isn't reasonable: you being late for the whole past two weeks and that too continuously!" She spatted at me.

"B-but ..Mrs shi-" I couldn't complete my explanation when one of my classmates spoke "He might had dreamed about how Taehyung would fuck him next time when they meet" with that said the boy did a high five with the other male who was seated beside him and seconds later the whole room was filled with laughter. 

This is what I despise the most about my relationship with Taehyung; me getting embarrassed in front of the whole school everyday because Taehyung is their sweetheart and I'm their evil witch who is trying to snatch their sweetheart from them. Does anybody care about how miserable my state is when they degrade me, my pride?

"Who gave you permission to talk Beomgyu" I could see that Mrs. shin was clearly enraged like a wild animal towards Beomgyu. 

"But it's a fact Mrs shi-"

"Did I give you permission to speak?" She cut him off and then continued "Detention after class"

She then glanced at me and said, "Jungkook go to your seat and never again be late."

I went to my seat in the back row and sat beside Jisung, my best friend.

"How was last night kook?" Jisung was smirking. I knew what was behind that dirty smile. He was referring to last night when I had sex with Taehyung. Obviously he must know it because Taehyung had to drag me in between a sleepover at Jisung's house just to satisfy his lust, insatiable and full of sin.

"It was good" I bluntly replied

"Details please" his request came as an innocent request and to be innocent is to be no guilty; but to be virtuous is to overcome the evil inclinations. 

"You should have come and seen it if you are this desperate to know" I took out my notes without sparing him a glance even though he kept bugging me. But the thing kept replaying in my mind was he should have been virtuous instead of innocent and be retracted from sinful thoughts. But where in this whole world can I find someone virtuous within ordinary people except for religious deities? 

Third person's Pov

This is such a serious world that we should never speak at all unless we have something to say but right now it was not to be bothered as the classroom was pin drop silence because of the students scribbling the notes displayed on the presentation board on their white sheets, but it soon dropped as the classroom door clicked open with a screeching noise that made all the students to turn their heads toward the door.

"How can I help you?" The middle aged woman stood up from the teacher's desk and stared at the girl that stood in front of the white, metal door. She could clearly see that the girl was nervous to enter and was shifting uncomfortably on her place.

The woman said "Come in dear"

A deep, audible breath expressing relief was let out from the girl as she stood in front of the class. She turned her head towards Mrs. Shin.

"I'm a new student"

"Oh okay. Dear introduce yourself to the class" the girl nodded and started introducing herself.

"Hi I'm Min Y/N. Nice to meet you" Y/N waved her hands at them, presenting a beautiful smile, widely to showcase how friendly of a person she can be.

" Y/N, I'm Mrs. shin and you can sit at the vacant space at the third row near Tharu." She pointed towards a girl with long, wavy black hair who was smiling at her showing her perfectly white teeth.

She took steady steps as most of the boys were staring at her including Jungkook and sat beside the girl Mrs. Shin pointed to. 

She was nervous at first because this was a new place, a whole new world for her. There are times when her  impulses and passions are more powerful, but thoughts soon expand themselves. In the end, thought rules the world resulting intense, persistent fear of being watched and judged by others within herself.

Simply social anxiety, it is not the incurable disorder which makes you mental but it is what that makes her gut feelings of a social butterfly disappear into the thick air. 

A/N : So guys what will happen with Y/N's entry? A whole new character isn't she? So the next chapter will be soon out to find out what happens with y/n's entry, so stay tuned~

Luv you readers <3