**Nica's Pov**
°•○●CONTINUE OF FLASHBACK●○•°
I looked at him completely worried... am I too harsh? But he deserve it right?
"If you hate me then atleast try to open your door for me..."now he showed his emotions... his depress and sad, what is he trying to say?
"What do you mean?"I asked raising my eyebrow showing him that Im clueless of what he's saying...
"Know me more..."I looked at him then laughed hard, not caring if the costumers attention is on me...
"Seriusly? Know you MORE?"I asked in between laughs... but quickly composed myself, I dont want them to see me crazy, our reputation is on the line...
"Mark, you know we had been bestfriends since we were both young or whatever, but thats in the past! The past is just bullsh*t and stuff!"
"I didnt ask you to bring back the past, I ask for your permission-"he explained but I quickly cut him off...
"Permission? Did you ask that when you left me? Did you ask that when you hurted me?"he didnt answer... making me victoriusly grin...
"You didnt, right? You didnt gave a d*mn about me, but why now Mark? I begged you like a lose child before, I desperately waited for you, but what did I get? Nothing, but its okay, I moved on."I simply said letting him know that I really did moved on...
"Then why are you bringing back the subject? Its in the past Nica but your , you call that moving on?"he asked making tears form in my eyes, no, I cant show him my weakness, I cant let him see me like this...
"I-I mo-moved on..."I said almost a whisper because of my shaking body, please dont betray me now...
"No, you didnt, your still the Nica-"I know where this is coming thats why I didnt let him finish.
"N-no! Im not that girl anymore! I-Im not we-weak!"I shouted letting him know that Im not the Nica before, leting him know that Ive changed, that Im not weak and fragile, that I can go on without anyones help...
"No!"he groaned making me shiver, not because Im scared, its because he showed me his true feelings, he showed me the Mark Ive known long ago...
"Your not weak Nica, your strong, you handled my attitude, your the only one who understand me-"I cut him off, I dont want to hear his explanation, I dont want to see the Mark I had fall to...
"Please dont continue..."I pleaded, covering my ears with my both hands...
"Your the Nica Ive known 12 years ago..."the tears I held on for so long, fell freely, making me snort and cover my face with my hands...I cant let him see me like this...
He removed my hand then wiped my falling tears with his thumb, its been a long time since I felt his touch...
"Im sorry, I hate seeing you cry, please stop..."he pleaded but made my tears fall more, making me burry my face in his chest...
He circles his hand on my back making me relax and realize what Iam doing...
"Mark..."I whispered making him tense up a little...
"Yeah?"
"Im sorry, for being rude."I simply said but regretted it in a second...
"Its okay..."and with that, I got off of him then looked at him straight into the eyes, making my heart shatter,
"No, please dont forgive me, I cant do this, I-I..."I said not finding the words to say...
"You... what?"he asked looking at me, making me looked at the other side... I hate seeing him... sad, even though I hated him for hurting me, I still cant take his part off of my heart...
"I-I..."I closed my eyes then breathed in and out...
"I-I... lets end this."I finally said then opened my eyes only to see him hurt thats why I let him go then made a space between us...
"Goodbye..."I smiled then turned my back walking to the exit but stopped...
'Dont look back'
I whispered then exited but stopped when heard him said those 5 words that made me smile...
"I will not give up..."
°•○●TO BE CONTIUED●○•°
I will not give up? Wow and thats a word of honor!
So guixt! Who's your bet? Jared or Mark?
CHANDARA UPDATION: Ok so guixt! Sandara's birthday is yet to come! ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNNIE SANDARA! WE LOVE YOU ♥
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RomansaKnow the story of Nica...will she fight? Or hold back? Will she open her heart again? Or not? Will she give Mark Anthony a chance? Or not? Will she and Jared be together? Will she fix her past? Or she will forget it? Will she love? Or be heartless...
