"you're so hot"
"kiss me then."
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She was mysterious and quiet and he wanted to know why, what he didn't expect was that he'd be so deeply wrapped up in her world.
A world where everything was in place, yet so confusing.
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Right now, In Na was sprawled on the floor like a starfish, her arms spread out.
She was cuffed.
And jaemin sat there, munching on his baby carrots, obnoxiously loud ticking In Na second by second.
In Na may have been locked up for a week or more and Jaemin came everyday in hopes to change her back.
"Can you stop" she asked annoyed and he stopped chewing, momentarily looking at her and then proceeding to munch his carrots.
Jaemin had tried making conversations, but failed when In Na always looked like she was contemplating life, which she was.
"So you have your feelings off?" He asked, not really getting the concept but called it "vampire fanatics or something"
"Yes. That's exactly why I'm cuffed in this room" she replied, her arms now numb.
"wait so you don't feel anything like, you know feelings?" Jaemin asks and In Na just nods, groaning.
Jaemin came and sat in front of her, crossing his legs, setting the baby carrots away.
"Why'd you do it" he asked, curious.
She eyed him, she should just say it, what's the use in hiding anyway.
"Because I was guilty, because I always felt bad when I blood sucked someone, I always felt dejected knowing I almost killed a person. I felt longing, longing of the one boy I fell in love with, I didn't want to miss him, I didn't want to feel jealousy when he'd moved on after a year, living his life like a normal teenage boy would" she spoke in third person about jaemin, though jaemin understood everything.
"In Na, turn back your feelings" Jaemin said with a very soft tone, cupping her face.
And In Na looked at him as if he had murdered someone in front of her eyes, "what no never" she replied,"I can't"
"Why? In Na I'm here" he said, tucking her hair behind her ear.
"Jaemin, it'll all come back to me, all the people I almost killed, I'll die out of guilt I can't do that" she said shaking her head, it just seemed horrific.
Jaemin walked towards her making In Na move back, though she failed because of the chains.
He leaned in, "What about me In Na? I miss you and I need you to come back, I need to tell you just how much I love you please In Na come back, for me" Jaemin said reaching her eye level.
In Na's lifeless eyes bored into his beautiful hazelnut ones, his eyes and words pleading, In Na just might've given in.
"I-I can't" she choked, her throat felt dry.
"Please try for me" jaemin pleaded, right now, he isn't doing this because Mr. Na asked him to, but because he truly wanted her back.
"I'll help you, I'll help you cope with the guilt, I'll be here when you want to cry, I'll be here to get you on the straight path, please In Na trust me and just do it, turn your feelings back" jaemin reasoned and In Na felt herself give in.
"I'll be there for you, I promise" he said now again with a softer tone.
And she shook her head "no".
He hugged her. He hugged her.
In Na was unable to move, but here he was hugging her.
In Na could hear the blood passing through jaemin's veins, it flowed and flowed and flowed getting In Na to the edge every second.
Her eyes started getting blurry, then clear, she transformed. This is why she hates herself, she couldn't even control herself.
Jaemin, then only felt something sharp poking his neck and he knew what it was, but if he'd move back, he'll lose her trust, so he stayed there, he knew she won't do it.
"Don't do it In Na" he choked out in a very low voice, now feeling her fangs slowly pierce into him.
He shut his eyes, "I know you won't do it" he said again.
Was this In Na's way of intimidating him? It wasn't working.
"I'm not scared of you In Na" he said again and In Na pushed him back.
When jaemin looked at her, he almost smiled. In Na was crying
Well he didn't smile because she was crying, he smiled because she turned her feelings back on.
He broke her shell as In Na broke down crying, this was when everything would come back to her.
She fell down, sobbing uncontrollably, the chains rattled as she fell.
Jaemin kept his promise, he ran to him, engulfing her in a hug and In Na cried onto his chest.
He kept saying comfortable worlds and rubbed circles on her back. "It's not your fault" he kept saying. And then finally In Na looked at him with blood shot eyes and a red nose.
"I'm so sorry Jaemin, I'm so sorry for hurting you" she said and jaemin softened, he knew he hurt her more than she did.
"I-I missed you so so much, not a day would go by without regretting leaving you jaemin, I'm so sorry, please don't hate me" she cried, barely choking her words out, she felt so pathetic.
"no no no, In Na I can never hate you, I missed you everyday, every time" he said, matter of fact actually, he took the time to truly know and learn what he had done and he wanted nothing but to wash off the regret and guilt.
Just then, he took the keys out of the pocket, In Na's dad had given it to him, and told him to uncuff her when she finally turned her feelings on.
Waiting one week was worth
He unlocked the cuffs and In Na's hands dropped to relief, but she didn't even bother.
She ran and hugged jaemin, instantly finding comfort, Jaemin smiled, he had missed this feeling and he finally got it after so long.
He sat down, still hugging her, It didn't take long for In Na to fall asleep in Jaemin's arms. So there they were, hugging each other as warmth was exchanged.
None of them never wanted to let go. They finally have it, they finally have what they wanted. They wanted to have each other and now here they were. In each other's embrace
