People I want to know and what kind of relationship I want with them.
A neighbour:
-One that I can knock on the door and they would immediately let me in
-one that I could drink tea with and talk about problems
-we know each other, trust each other but are not more than neighbours
A shopowner:
-a shopowner that is actually a friend of mine
-I would help out every now and than, even tho they know I don't want to but they also know that they can rely on me
-I could come over in my breaktimes and chill in thier break room
A barowner:
-small town bar, means that thier are actually just some old man and just couple younger people
-the person is like a stranger for me but we know each other through friends
-he would make drinks for me when I come in with an anxiety attack but would make them less alcoholic
-also it wouldn't matter when ever I come in I could stay the night if needed
No need to talk:
-we see each other and are happy to see each other but only wave or hug
-we do talk but as little as possible and only the important stuff, and if than we chat over what's app
-we can visit each other just for some quiet time
-an caring and chill friend that I would never regret taking to any event
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Stuff I write in the middle of the night
De TodoJust some stuff that I write down because of my anxiety driven thoughts. It's helping me to get a clear mind and finally fall asleep at 4 am...
