The painful oath
The broken faith
The once beautiful fairytale
Now left to dust on the collapsing wooden floor
Laying down alone again
Never believing myself again
Never believing love again
We were perfect to one and another
At least that's what i thought
We were undefeated holding hands
At least that's what i thought
I am smiling again
I am lying again
I am alone again
Where are you now?
Where am i now?
Trying to fit into the path we chose
Trying to laugh the numb away
We are done
Like snow leaving the winter
Like tears escaping my eye lids
I'm so tired of crying
I'm so tired of breathing
Fuck, I'm just tired of living
Failing
Crumbling
A compass without it's directions
A wolf without it's pack
I'm so tired of asking you to stay
I'm so tired of saying "I'm fine" when I'm not
I'm so tired of missing you when you're with someone new
Therefore,
Here I am again
Living the life i once planned out
Living the life i once thought is a gift
Living the life i no longer love
Here i am again stranded in the island of misery, finding a purpose, finding a meaning
Here i am again finding someone just like you
Here i am again setting tables for one
Here i am again romantizing death
Here i am again broken hearted.
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Angsa
RomanceAngsa. Swan in Indonesian. Living its whole life muted, no words, melody, nothing. Just silence. Right before death came for it, It sings. Sings out the most eerie, sad, lonely melody. My feelings to you. It's not much of a difference. I made you lo...
