i woke up and josh was gone. i sat upward and asked sam "where did josh go?"
"i told him to get the fuck out of here."
"sam why would you do that?" i ask. "he's not right for you." "how do you know that sam?"
"i know you way too well. you wouldn't go for a douche like him." sam said.
i jump on top of sam on his bed and hug him. i stuff my head into his chest and hug him tighter. "thank you." i say lightly. i sit up and look into his eyes. oh god...
he looks like he wants to kiss me but i don't want to kiss him, i want him to kiss me.
sam looks into my eyes and i do the same. we start leaning in, and someone knocks on the door. great. what a great way to fuck up the moment.
i get up off of sam and go answer the door. it was the maid for the rooms. she asked me if i wanted the room cleaned. i politely declined and closed the door.
there was this door that was locked and i didn't know what it was, so i asked sam. he said that the didn't know so i said that we should go down to the office and ask.
as we got into the elavator, 3 senior boys got in. they kept looking at me which made me feel very uncomfortable. i was always called a inoccent girl. i am kind of. that's why everyone is confused on how me and sam are best friends when he is fuckboy. finally we got out and i went up to the front desk. i questioned the random door and she said "well honey it's a bathroom. did you never get the key?" i shook my head.
i can't believe i would go change in those disgusting community bathrooms when i could've used one in our room.
- when we got back to our room, i used the key and unlocked the bathroom door. sam asked me if i wanted to go to a party with him.
i hesitated to answer because i have never been to a official party other than my friends brithdays.
"when does it start?"
"at 10 pm"
"oh and there are going to be all boys. if you don't wanna go its ok."
i hesitated even more. all boys. i have to prove to sam that i'm not a pussy.
"yeah i'll go."
i started to get ready. i straightened my blonde hair & did natural makeup then put on this black dress ↓
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i wanted to be comfortable so i put on my white slip on vans. i walked out and sam's eyes were wide, he stared for a little then looked back at his phone. i told him i was ready and he got up and we both walked out the door.
i got into his bmw and he drove downtown to where the university was. it seemed like we were going to a frat party. i felt a pit in my stomach.
we both walked into the frat house and all the guys greeted sam. i wondered how sam knew them. then one guy says "whose the cutie?" i got embarrassed and my cheeks kind of turned red.
"oh this is my friend anastasia, you can call her ana."
ouch that kind of hurt. "my friend" we almost kissed. a guy called out 'ana' and was patting his lap. i went and sat on his lap because i didn't wanna be a pussy.
sam was sitting down on the same couch playing fortnite with the boys. he turned and saw me on his lap and his jaw became clenched. but he did nothing about it.
i felt kind of weird on this guys lap. he kept readjusting me on his lap. sometimes grabbing my waist. he picked me up from his lap and dropped me on the couch.
he soon came back with some alcohol i guess in red solo cups. he gave me one and put me back on his lap. he told me to drink, so i did.
i have never been drunk, but i think i was. i drank about 3 solo cups full of vodka. i sometimes would notice sam turn and look at me every couple of minutes. maybe he was checking up on me?
music was blasting in the house from their massive speakers. "go loko" by YG came on. soon the guy who i have yet to learn his name, took me to a room. he laid me on the bed and started kissing me. i didn't know what to do so i kissed back.
sam's pov
i would turn and check up on ana every few minutes. i had to keep her safe. last time i checked she was sitting on this guys lap. this irritated me, i wanted to rip her off of him and show her that i want her. i just couldn't. i'm sam hurley i can't go soft for this girl.
now ana is drinking. i think shes gotten drunk before so i didn't worry. i turned to check on her and she wasn't there. i ask the boys were nick was, the guy she was with. they said he went to his room with ana.
i went up to his room and opened the door. ana was on top of him kissing him. i knew she was drunk. this bastard was taking advantage of her. i sternly say "get off him ana." she yells "no!"
i say it again "get off of him anastasia." she ignores my words. i go over and lift her from him. i grab her by her hand and drag her out of there. i tell the boys that i have to go. i drag her out of the house and put her in my car.
i start to complain and say "i know i shouldn't have brought you." "ana he was taking advantage of you." "listen to me."
she isn't saying anything. i go to walgreens to get get her some medicine for her when she wakes up. i told her to stay in the car.
i come back out and thank god she actually listened. i unlock the car and get in. i drive back to campus and park.
as soon as she gets out and stands up she pukes. all over her dress and everything. i have the walgreens bag on my wrist and i pick her up bridal style.
the elavator opens and i walk to our room. i walk in and i don't know what to do. i have to get her out of that dress.
i pull off her dress. of course she isn't wearing a bra. but she is wearing underwear. i place her in the bathtub and use the spraying thingie to spray off the puke she had on her skin. i get a towel and wrap it around her.
she isn't helping. all she is doing is laughing. i ask her if she can dry herself off and change. and she says no you do it.
god the things i do for this girl. she really has me whipped. if this was another girl i would've left her at that party.
i dry her body off with the towel. i keep her in the same underwear and i just grab one of my t-shirts and slip it over her head. then i get some of her pajama shorts that i saw her wearing one night and i slip them on her.
i put her in her bed and i go to take a shower. i start thinking that its my fault. i should've never brought her, i put her in that situation. i should've watched her more. snap out of it, i cant become soft.
when i come out and change, she is asleep. i can hear her cute soft snores. i go up to her and kiss her forehead and say "goodnight my love."
i go to my bed and lay down. too bad she will never know what i said or how i feel about her.
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