i wake up and it is 9 am. today i only have 2 classes. one at 10 and one at 11. i get up and get my clothes for the day. i put on a denim tight fitting mini and a white simple light-weight sweater from pacsun i believe. i left my hair down today too. i put on my normal checkerboard vans and grabbed my backpack and left. i walk into my class and there my hot teacher was.
he looked at me as i walked in, i felt his eyes burning through my back. i sit down, smirking. i open my backpack and grab a piece of gum. i pop it in my mouth and begin doing our work for the day. i do my agenda in aesthetic highlighter colors.
i exit the class and head straight to my next one.
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ryan texts me and asks if i want to go to a bonfire/beach party tonight. i said yes of course.
i see ryan in the courtyard and hug him.
"you look beautiful today."
"aw thank youuu."
i turn and see sam with all of his friends at their usual table. i turn back to ryan and kiss him long & hard. he grabs my waist and i pull away making it a cute short kiss.
it was perfect. sam saw that, i know he did. and i look so hot today so it was perfection.
i had to find a bikini for tonight!
i have many bikinis so i am going to have to do a search. i want a revealing one, of course.
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i go to our dorm, finally finished with my classes. i go to my huge bin of bikinis. i found the perfect mix and match one. i have a simple black bikini top that is kind of revealing with some light cheetah print cheeky bottoms.
i pick out my highwaisted shorty short jean shorts to wear on top, and then i have a cute striped sweater for my top, it will come in handy when it gets cold.
i pamper myself before hand to make myself look as good as possible. sam hasn't come back to our dorm yet though.
speak of the devil. sam enters the room. i eye him in my mirror. it's 7:40 and the party starts at 8.
i go into the bathroom and change into the bikini then put my clothes on. i put my flipflops on, and start walking to where me and ryan were going to meet to walk there together.
i see ryan and i greet and hug him. we start walking towards the beach. you can already hear people laughing, loud music, and you can see the huge bonfire.
ryan and i sit on the logs infront of the bonfire. after about 20 minutes i see sam and 2 of his friend walk down the stairs to the beach.
god, of course he is here. i ask ryan if he wanted to go into the water and of course he wanted to.
he takes off his shirt and i slip off my clothes.
we walk towards the water together. we go into the water and make it out to where the waves won't break on us. we were just chilling out there splashing eachother. when we are done, we go back and sit in our spots.
it felt like everybody was staring at me. someone yells out "lets play truth or dare!"
some random girl goes "okay! ryan truth or dare?"
ryan being the guy he is said "dare"
the girl smirks and says "i dare you to kiss jess"
my smile fades and without hesitation, ryan gets up and kisses jess. everybodys cheering. i am broken and sad.
i get up and put on my sweater. i grab my jean shorts and walk to sam that is standing in the corner by the rocks. i look at him like i am going to cry and he leads me up the stairs. as we are almost all the way up i hear someone yell.
"ana! ana! wait!"
i keep going.
ryan somehow made it up the stairs super fast.
he runs up, "can i just talk to you? alone?"
i accept and walk over to the side.
"so what was that ryan?"
"a dare is a dare ana"
"and your reputation can't deny a dare?"
"thats not it ana"
"thats exactly what it is. i thought you were different, i thought you liked me. you really showed me your true feelings for me, right there."
"i do like you, i really do ana."
"you've lost your chance. i don't put up with that shit."
i walk away and go back to sam. me and sam walk back to our dorm and as soon ad we walk in i start crying.
"why would he do that?"
"he's a fuckboy ana."
sam lays in his bed and i get in too. we cuddle and he caresses my head.
"i'm so sorry that happened." said sam.
i look up at him and stare.
authors note :
whoops 2 updates in a night
make sure to vote and comment for chapter eight
xoxo, coco
